Why am I still alive? Did I not hang myself properly? Or...
"Baby, please wake up..."
Johnny? Crying?
"Why did you do this? Please, wake up and tell me so I can fix it. Don't leave me like this..."
The last thing I want to do in my so called life is make Johnny cry. But, I didn't know I'd have to live to for it. I could feel him holding my hand on his cheek, pressing his lips onto it from time to time.
I saw her eyes peeked open, and stopped crying immediately. I wiped my tears off as her head slowly turned to my direction, and I couldn't be any happier.
I never realised how much I really loved her until now. I always loved her, but this made me realise it's more than what I thought.
"Yoojin. Why did you do this?" I kissed her hand that I had been holding onto for long. "Please, don't do this again. You have no idea how much this hurt me. Tell me, later, what it is I can do. What is it that lead you to do such a thing baby, I need to know."
I saw a tear leave her eye, going down slowly onto the oxygen mask on her face, followed by more. I cupped her cheek with one hand and wiped off the trail of tears forming.
My hand slowly moved down to her neck, where the doctor said the mark would last for at least a week before going unnoticable. I traced the line of red and purple across her neck, just the sight made me shudder.
I looked back at her and leaned forward to kiss her forehead.
"Sleep baby. Sleep, but don't leave me. Make sure you wake up, like I will next to you for the rest of our lives."
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Fanfiction(under reconstruction) Yoojin wrote, every week, at the same time, She wrote about everything, But she never expected anyone to read, Especially the person, or people, her writings directed to, The ones who were the only cause of her smile and laugh...
