Cessation

Welcome to Cessation. The final book of the series as a whole. I hope you enjoy this book just as much as I already am.
Not only will you find out the deepest secrets of each character but you'll also find yourself gasping throughout each chapter to come. This book was created to take the drama to the next level and to challenge the characters to their maximum. In this book, I, the writer, have absolutely no boundaries of where this book may take us.

So, enjoy. Leave comments. Star at the end of each chapter. Let's make this book skyrocket higher than the last completed three. With this book, unlike a few other books I've started, I'll for sure complete. I got'chall. 🖤✊🏾

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ces·sa·tion
/seˈsāSH(ə)n/
noun
the fact or process of ending or being brought to an end.

Cheryl's Point Of View
*the sound of a heartbeat*

It's like an out of body experience. You don't know what to do, you don't know how to exactly do it, but you know that it's there. Your legs become numb and your arms can no longer protect themselves. All that happens is that your body can no longer contain itself and in the moment of time- you don't fully know why.

All you know or at least all your body lets you know is that you're soon about to crash into something more difficult than before. Had I known, I would not have placed myself in this position. Yet, did it even give myself a choice? My body was still immune to him and maybe that's where I keep going wrong. I don't know how to break away from people who aren't any good for me. My love for them always out weighs the common knowledge of how I deserve better.

I know that I deserve better but why is he even on my mind? Why should he even be a factor in my life anymore?

No matter how many beats my heart makes, I'll always be quick to live out a lie. I'll always be deep into a lie. I never knew that lies can break so many ties the way that they've done in my life already.

It all started with me.
My choices.
My cravings.

Maybe I'm done lying.

However, is it bad to crave both worlds? Is it bad to love two men? Is it bad to never want to stop lying to yourself or to others?

Maybe living in a lie isn't too bad some days. Then again, other days- you hurt.

In this moment, I'll take the title of a liar.
But don't underestimate me and my capabilities.

This is only the beginning of a journey that I never thought my life would ever take.

The Cessation Of it All.

As I say these things in my head, I continued staring up into the ceiling and focusing on the rhythm of my heartbeat.

Both in my chest and in between my legs.
The way his tongue and fingers worked me had me speechless as always. No way to move but just the availability to feel.

My eyes fluttered and my lips parted as I continued my staring contest with the ceiling.

That's the type of stare you hold when you know damn well you're engaged in something you're not supposed to be.