11:11pm; October 1, 1984
Dear Ethan,
You hadn't come to school today
My heart is heavy
Tears never stop falling from my eyes thinking about you
Did you find someone else?
Did you replace me that quickly?
I can't keep living with questions running through my head
All. The. Time.
Have you ever thought about me?
At all
These past 9 months
Have you thought about me and how I feel once?
That day on the rooftop
Did you mean everything you said?
I can't stop thinking about you Ethan
Please, tell me what I did wrong
I tried to talk to you today
But you just walked away angrily
My heart picked up pace as I thought about what I might've done
But all I have treated you with in my entire life was love and affection Ethan
Where did I go wrong?
Good night
I love you
Always and forever
~Audrey
