3:00am; October 31, 1984
Dear Ethan,
Why do I still love you Ethan?
What is it about you?
A more important question is
What is it about Melanie that you cant find in me?
That day at the carnival
I was playing one of the games and I won 15 tickets
And you came up to me impressed
I laughed at the face you were making and you looked at me confused
I told you it was only 15 tickets and you laughed
God, that laugh
You told me the most you've ever won was 4 tickets
I chuckled and you scratched the back of your neck, embarrassed
We talked after that
I recognized you from school
And I was hoping you recognized me too
Although I was a nobody
And I still am
I've been feeling very sick lately
My head is starting to hurt all the time
I've never experienced it before
But, why would you care
You have Melanie
I want you back to your old self Ethan
I love you
Always and forever
~Audrey
