12:47am; October 12, 1984
Dear Ethan,
I've never felt like this
Today I had a free lesson so I decided to walk to the Study hall alone since you used to be the one I would walk with
I don't have any friends
Well, starting from today I don't
While I was walking I felt someone tug on my hand as they pulled me to the janitor's closet
I was going to scream from how scared I was until you covered my mouth
I felt relieved as it was you
You told me to not talk to you and to leave you alone, you looked sad but angry at the same time
I asked you why but you just told me to go with it and with that you left me there
Dumbfounded.
I felt like I had nothing to live for anymore
I hate to say this
But I still love you Ethan
It kills me every time I say this cause I know you don't feel the same way
I love you Ethan
Always and forever
~Audrey
