11:59pm; October 8, 1984
Dear Ethan,
Today wasn't like every other day
I walked to my locker, you were leaning on it
I had the biggest smile on my face thinking you would apologize
You looked at me and smiled
I internally jumped like a three year old
But you laughed
You laughed
At what?
I don't even know
Melanie came behind you and hugged you around your waist
She told me to stop looking at you when you walked down the hallways
She told me to take you off my mind since you're 'hers'
How is that possible?
How am I supposed to leave someone that fast?
Why don't you tell me ethan
The first second you treat me with respect and love
And the next thing I know
You just make fun of me
As if I don't have feelings
You hate me now.
Tell me how to hate you
Didn't you hate me in under such a short amount of time?
Well,
I've got news
I might never hate you
And it hurts
So much
It really does
But I love you Ethan
Always and forever
~Audrey
