✅ Bad for You// J.M ✅

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i can't stop thinking and smiling about what he just asked me

"Jess?"

"yeah"

"you never answered the question"

"i'd love to be your girlfriend"

"perfect" he smiles

YES

I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW AND I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO REACT

IM HAPPY EXCITED SCARED EVERYTHING

happy because i finally have a boyfriend and it's jonah, excited because my boyfriends jonah, and scared because well again my boyfriends jonah

who knows what this means now

will people like me now?

will people hate me now?

will people even know who i am?

i have so many questions and i really want to know what the answers are going to be

"what are you thinking?" jonah asks

"i'm just excited" i say and he laughs

"you're so cute" he quickly kisses my cheek and i smile

i'm so happy right now

however my happiness is cut short when we get to my house

"kiss before you go?" he says and i nod

i lean over and kiss him

"have a great night"

"i definitely will now"

i leave his car and wave going into my house straight after

i walk right to my room and celebrate with my self

i dance around and suddenly my door opens

"woah you're happy" i turn around and see jack

"omg twinny" i run up and hug him

"why are you so happy i know being twins we're supposed to feel each other's feelings but i'm not"

i lean into his ear and whisper

"i'm dating jonah. don't tell a soul"

"omg really"

"yes!"

"i'm happy for you"

"maybe twins really can feel each other's emotions"

"na cause you're not feeling sad and well i am"

"aw jack why"

"well Zach cheated on me so um yeah i'm thriving" Jack says nodding sadly

"oh" i can't help but pout

i see him try not to cry but i know he wants to so i pull him back into a hug

"you can cry Jack it's okay"

i sit us down on my bed and he starts to cry

"hey it's okay."

"i-i love him"

"shh i know"

"why would he do this"

"i don't know"

"can i sleep with you tonight"

"of course"

i put him in my bed and go to change into my pajamas

i go in next to him and put his head on my chest

"how do you know he cheated" i ask playing with his hair

"wh-when he was on vacation he found a-another b-boy and they did things. he told me tonight"

"i'm so sorry. i'll hurt him for you"

"no i just want zach to love me"

"he does"

"he cheated no he doesn't"

"i'm sorry"

"can we just go to sleep please"

"sure" i stop playing with his hair and we start to fall asleep

i may get very irritated with my brother a lot but i obviously love him

i mean we did share a womb and we've been together all the time growing up

i can't help but feel bad for him. no one deserves to be cheated on.