✅ Bad for You// J.M ✅

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"can you give me an idea of what you want?" Jonah asks on the phone

school ended and i went home because i have a huge test i have to study for and a lot of homework

"right now i want you to hang up so i can study"

"ugh studying is so boring. choose something else"

"well you could finally have sex with me"

"Jess i don't want to do anything right away. we've only started dating a few days ago"

"i know i know i'm joking but seriously i'm soooo ready and i know you are too"

"wait a few months"

"ugh okay also you know you don't have to call me my name you can be cute and call me babe"

"really? I didn't know you liked that"

"well i don't know yet call me it and i'll see"

"okay... babe i like you a lot"

when he says this i can't stop smiling

"yeah call me that i like it"

"okay noted. well i'm bored can i come over"

"will you study with me"

"sure"

"okay then you can but i'm babysitting my youngest sister"

"why"

"well jack and my mom are at a dinner with zach's family and ava's at her friends house and well Sydnies in college"

"i see i see well i'm coming now"

"bye"

i hang up and put my phone down

"you can talk again" i tell isla

"good so am i going to meet your boyfriend"

"you already have"

"ooo the cute boy"

"yup"

"yay"
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Jo- i'm here

"do you want to get the door for jonah?"

"do i have to"

"yes cause i'm in charge of you"

"fine but when i steal your boyfriend don't complain" i roll my eyes and she goes to open the door

i continue to study and they walk in the room

"i got your boyfriend"

"okay now leave"

"no mom said we have to stay together"

"and she also said i'm in charge now leave"

"you're a meanie"

"you'll get over it"

she pouts and runs away

"sorry about her"

"it's okay she's cute"

"ew she's 10"

"you know what i meant"

he sits on my bed and i hand him flash cards

"now ask me these"

"okay but we're making it fun"

"how?"

"if you get an answer right i'll kiss you"

"what about sex"

"JESSICA!"

"it was a joke"

"anyways back on track."

he asks me some of the questions and i get them all right

"okay now give me the kisses" i smile and throw everything off my bed, pulling him towards me by his shirt

he smirks and flips me over so i'm sitting on his lap. he grabs down to my ass as he kisses me softly

i moan and he kisses more deeply

he takes off our shirts and lays us down

"you know how you want to have sex?" he asks sexily and i nod

"well i don't think you could handle my dick"

"wha-what do you mean"

"it would destroy you"

"huh?"

he moves his hands down to his pants and removes them

he wasn't wearing anything else so it was a shock what I saw

i gasp and he smirks

"suck it"

"what?"

"you know what i mean"

"i-i don't know how"

"i'll teach you don't worry"

"o-okay"

"now first move down" he tells me and i listen

"now you pick it up and place it in your mouth"

"i-it's really big though"

"that's what i thought. i knew you couldn't handle it. guess i was right"

"n-no i can do it" i take a deep breath and put it in my mouth

"good job. now just move up and down. go as far as you can" i follow his instructions and almost throw up as it hits the back of my throat

"babe don't take all of it if you can't handle it"

"j-jonah i don't want to do this"

"it gets easier i promise"

"i'm sorry Jonah i don't want to do this please" a tear falls out and he wipes it away

"hey it's okay i'm sorry i just got really into it"

"it hurts my throat"

"that's okay we can try again another time. for now do you just want to watch a movie and cuddle?" he asks and i nod

"okay" we go under my blankets and he holds me close

"i'm sorry i couldn't do it for you i feel bad" i tell him

"don't be sorry you tried. i still really like you"

"i really like you too"

truth is i actually think i love him

but it's too early i guess

also he said he doesn't do love

but i do and i love him