✅ Bad for You// J.M ✅

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we just stopped kissing and it was really nice

i wish he did more but he didn't. i think he's hesitant to go any further with me because he knows i'm new to the whole kissing and that kinda stuff

but truth is i am in need of all that. i've gone 18 years without it and i think i'm ready

but at least it shows he has a good heart and he won't pressure me into doing anything i don't want to do

"you know that was great but you didn't have to stop so early"

"i know but i need to keep you wondering what i can do"

"wow i'm actually not enjoying that"

"you'll learn to love it. plus you'll have to get used to it anyways get up i have to pee"

"rude" i pout and get off his lap

he kisses my forehead and walks away to his bathroom

"i'm turning on your tv!"

"go right ahead"

i turn on the tv and search for something to watch. however all i see is sports

i sigh and go on my phone to wait for him instead

i see i have a text from Jack

Ja- hey twinny remember to ask if jonah's friend would be interested in me

Je- oh yeah i almost forgot i'll ask now

Ja- good i need to show Zach that just because he cheated on me doesn't mean i won't get over him and i won't find someone new

Je- you go twin!

Ja- lol now go and ask

i laugh and put my phone away

"who are you laughing at?" Jonah asks me sitting down

"oh Jack. he said something funny"

"what?"

"this is actually a great opportunity to ask you what i needed to ask. anyways Hallie told me that after she and Daniel did whatever he told her that he's bi. first is that true?"

"yeah he has been since 7th grade why"

"oh well Jack's boyfriend Zach actually cheated on him and so they broke up. so he wanted me to ask you if he, Daniel would be interested in dating him."

"i don't know i'll ask. why does he want that?"

"to be honest he just wants to prove to Zach that he doesn't need him"

"ohh i see well for that reason i'm sure he'll do something"

"good anyways do you have any food now i'm starving"

"yeah i'll order pizza"
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the pizza just came and we are currently eating it while we search for a movie

he showed me how to change his tv so that it's not just sports and i'm happy

"what do you want to watch?" he asks me

"i don't know you can decide"

he picks some random movie and i nod

we play it and i lay down into his arms

he starts to play with my hair as the movie starts and i smile

i'd never imagine he'd be such a sweet and caring boy

i hope it's not just an act for the first few weeks or months of dating

from what i've heard from the girls he has dated is he's a much better boy when he's taken than when he's single

that gives me great hope

i finish my slice of pizza and i start to get tired

my eyelids slowly start to close and i fall asleep

i turn around towards his chest and away from the tv

he softly laughs and kisses my forehead

"movie to boring for you?"

"it's been a long day" i mumble into his chest

"okay just relax"

"that's what i was trying to do!"