Dare (A Kaisoo Fanfic)

Ten

Kyungsoo

Why was I so nervous? It wasn't like anything would happen that I didn't want to happen. I accepted his invitation because I wanted to. There was no reason for me to be so nervous to be alone with Kai. 

At least that's what I was trying to convince myself to believe.

We pulled up to his house and he parked across the street, probably so that his parents wouldn't get suspicious if they happened to come home earlier than he expected them to.

"My parents shouldn't be home until after 10, so that should be plenty of time to watch a better movie," he said casually. I stayed silent, opting to just nod my head instead. I knew if I even tried to speak, my anxiety would make me say something stupid and embarrassing. 

I followed him up to his front door, where he pulled out his set of keys and unlocked it. I walked in after him and slipped my shoes off, taking a moment to look around as he did the same. 

"W-Would you mind if I used your bathroom?" I asked, just wanting to escape for a moment. 

"Go ahead. It's just over there on the right," he said, motioning toward the living room with his head. I nodded and smiled briefly before following his directions, quickly but quietly shutting the door once I was inside. Finally letting go of the breath I had been holding in, I laid my head on the closest wall. 

I blamed Tao and Luhan. They were the ones who put those ideas in my head in the first place; otherwise, I would have had no trouble just going on a nice date with him and not thinking about having sex with him at all. I mean, of course, I had thought about it in passing. He was one of the most attractive people in school in my opinion, so of course, it had crossed my mind. But before they said ever said anything, I figured if it happened, it would happen when it felt right, which I didn't think would be on our first official date. Yeah, I definitely blamed them. 

And even if it did happen to feel right on our first date, who really cared? It wasn't like I planned on being a virgin forever.

I let out another brief gust of air before exiting the bathroom, finding him in the living room now, kneeling in front of the TV. Kai noticed me after a few seconds, standing up on his feet again.

"I was just trying to remember how the DVD player works," he said, walking over to the table with the remote on it and turning the TV on. "Um, the movies are all over there if you wanted to pick one out," he added after he got it to work. He now seemed just as nervous as me, his voice sounding more timid than usual.

"I'm fine with w-whatever you want to watch. I mean, maybe not another horror movie, but anything else is fine," I said, rubbing the back of my neck a little. 

He chuckled. "Fair enough. Let's see what we have that isn't scary or related to religion," Kai said as he walked over to the shelf that had the DVDs on it. He spent a minute or so looking through them, pulling some off the shelf and opening up the cases. "Ah, yes." He stood up and walked over to the DVD player. "As you can assume, my parents never let me watch popular movies because they thought it would rot my brain or some shit like that," he started as he took the disc out and placed it in the tray. "But if there was a movie I really wanted to see, I would secretly buy it with my allowance and then hide the disc in a different case, so they wouldn't suspect anything. Apparently, that trick still works."

"You're quite the elaborate liar. Maybe you'll end up being a bad influence on me," I said jokingly making him laugh. 

"Well, thanks to my elaborate lies, we can watch the first Avengers movie, so you're welcome. It was either that or Veggies Tales." It was my turn to laugh as we sat down on the couch in front of the TV. 

For a while, I had forgotten all about the sex thing because we were watching a movie we both actually enjoyed. But we were almost an hour into the movie when I felt him do the age-old act-like-I'm-stretching-but-I'm-actually-putting-my-arm-around-you trick. I froze a little when I felt his arm behind my neck, resting just above my shoulders on the top edge of the couch. I could have sworn I felt him looking at me out of the corner of his eyes, so I was afraid to look back at him. 

I suddenly felt brave enough to, though, and slowly turned to look at him. Turned out we were both doing the same thing and our eyes met at exactly the same time. As much as my anxiety was telling me to look away, I physically couldn't. I was just so drawn to him that even though his gaze was intense and made me extremely nervous, I couldn't find it in me to look away. I didn't want to.

The next thing I knew, we were kissing. I didn't really care if it was only our first date anymore. Our lips moved together in such perfect, natural harmony that I was no longer worrying about what may or may not happen next. I just wanted to let myself get lost in him. And so I did.

Kai

The bright lights on the TV screen woke me up just about 20 minutes before my parents would be home. Kyungsoo was laying in between my legs and still sleeping, his mouth hanging open ever so slightly as he let out soft snores. I couldn't help but stare at him as his chest moved up and down with each breath. He was just so beautiful.

We didn't go past making out and the occasional roaming of the hands. My living room didn't seem like a very appropriate place to have sex for the first time, especially knowing that my parents could walk in at any moment. Plus, neither of us felt any pressure for it to happen right then and there. We had plenty of time. 

Eventually, he woke up and helped me clean up the living room before I drove him back to his house. 

"Well, thank you for a very interesting first date. I had a fun time," he said, standing on the sidewalk in front of his house. 

"It was my pleasure," I said, standing a few inches in front of him. "I promise I didn't deliberately pick out a shitty movie so that we could go back to my place and make out. But if you're interested in doing that again, I would not be opposed."

Kyungsoo laughed, his cheeks tinted a light shade of red. "I may just take you up on that," he replied, stepping closer to me and placing a light but lingering kiss on my lips. I kissed him back a few times, smiling at him after we pulled back. "I'll see you at school then," he said. 

"I'll be there," I said back, earning one last smile from him before he began walking up to his front door. He turned around and waved at me and after I waved back, I waited until I saw him shut the door to get back in the car. 

I ended up dropping back off at Sehun's place just because I didn't even want to think about what my parents would do if they caught me driving, let alone someone else's car. Luckily, he didn't live too far from a bus stop, so I was able to catch a bus back home. 

The only thought on my mind was Kyungsoo and how happy I was that I took that dare.

A/N

HOLY SHIT THIS CHAPTER WAS A BITCH TO EDIT

I kept debating on whether or not I should delete smut or just cut it and then allude to the fact that it happened. Ultimately, I decided to do both kind of--so cut it and then I'll probably allude to it happening later. I just didn't think a full smut scene was that vital to the plot.

Anyway, thanks for reading and sticking around! xoxoxo