You were sick, very sick. You had been for the past three days you just hadn't told anyone. Whenever you were asked about it you just made up an excuse and went to bed. You didn't say anything cause you didn't want to worry anyone when really you were worried yourself. This morning however was different, you physically couldn't move out of bed. You were sweating, you had a fever and you were very nauseous.
11:30 am
When you didn't get out of bed that morning Jhope took it upon himself to go check on you.
Jh~ Y/N? He said as he peeked his head in. You looked over at him, it was clear you were very weak. He sat on the bed beside you and stroked your hair softly.
Jh~ I knew something was going on with you love
Y/N~ I just d-didn't want to w-worry you
He pulled you close and you snuggled into his chest. You stayed like that for a while longer.
12:15 pm
You woke up and ran to the bathroom. You barely got in there before throwing up all over yourself. Jhope ran into the bathroom and rubbed your back as you were hunched over the toilet.
Jh~ you ok baby?
You were breathing heavy, only able to let out a faint no in response. After Jhope helped you clean up and head back to bed, he told the others that you weren't well.
1:25 pm
The guys have tried pretty much everything to help but nothing has worked. When Yoongi came home it was him and Jhope who were in the room with you. Mimi was out at school and would be home soon off the bus, this is the last thing you wanted her to see. It was hard to sit up so you mainly just laid down with a bunch of pillows and held Jhope's hand.
2:05 pm
You were laying on your side staring at the wall when Mimi slowly walked into the room.
Y/N~ Hey big girl
You said with a faint smile, Mimi knew you weren't feeling well.
M~ do you feel better mommy?
Y/N~ I always feel better when your around
You opened the covers and moved over a bit for Mimi to climb in. She talked about her day and you listened as you held her close. Progressively as time when on, you started to feel worse. You felt extremely weak, you were sweating a lot, and you couldn't really move. You ended up falling asleep when Mimi went to play and didn't wake up for a long time after.
11:40 pm
Jhope was holding your hand and yoongi had a cool cloth on your head. You didn't know what to do but you had just enough strength to ask for a pen an paper. They guys were kind enough to bring you everything you had been asking for and left you alone for a little while do to what you needed to do while they talked to Mimi. You wrote down everything you could think of and didn't bother if it was written well or not. You kept all the mistakes and all the miss said words just like a conversation. By the time you wrote five letters and put them in a box, you fell back on the bed almost instantly. Time seemed to go by so fast as you looked back on all that's happened.
12:05 am
All the guys were around your room and Mimi was sitting with you on the bed. You caresses her hair and made sure she felt loved, then you spoke.
Y/N~ Mimi
M~ yes mom?
Y/N~ you know me and dad and all your uncles love you very much right?
Mimi nodded in response.
Y/N~ if you wake up tomorrow and mommy isn't here, I don't want you to be sad or think you did anything wrong ok?
M~ where are you going?
You looked at her with tears in your eyes.
Y/N~ mommy might be going away for a little while
M~ Can I come with you?
Y/N~ no baby, this is mommy's special trip
You grabbed her hand and kisses it gently
Y/N~ I love you, so much
Mimi said goodnight and went off to bed. You were left with yoongi for a moment.
Y~ Y/N, I'm sorry
Y/N~ your the best big brother and best friend a girl could ask for yoongi, please look after Jhope and Mimi
Y~ I will
He hugged you the tightest he's ever hugged you and left the room. When Jhope walked over to the bed you were already very tired.
Jh~ I love you Y/N, so much
Y/N~ I love you more
Jh~ impossible
He held you until you both fell asleep.
9:30 am
When morning came Jhope got up and started his morning off like any other. He got up, brushed his teeth, got dressed, and kissed your forehead. He waited for a moment to see if you would wake up like you normally do, then he left the room. Yoongi was sitting on the couch waiting for him.
Y~she's gone isn't she?
Jh~ Yeah, she is
Yoongi started crying and Jhope came over to hug him.
Y~ I'm glad she spent her last moments with you
Jh~ you are?
Y~ yeah, she really loves you
When Mimi got up for school she was stopped before going into your room. When Jhope called her over, he handed her the box of letters you wrote.
Jh~ mommy wants you to have this
When he looked into Mimi's eyes, he realized that you weren't really gone you were still in your daughter. Before taking Mimi to school he went back into your shared room.
Jh~ Goodbye Y/N, I'll see you soon love
Well that is the end of BTS 8th member. I really enjoyed writing this and I'm going to write more imagines. This is only the first of my 8th member series so please keep an eye out for that. Apart from that thank you for reading.
