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This part contains some sensitive stuff on the topic of suicide and depression if you are going through severe depression or have suicidal thoughts im am begging you to not read this part and remember that there is always someone who loves you (Me author) aside from that enjoy ⚠️
It's been a week since you brought Mimi home and the only time she stops crying is when she's in jhopes arms.
To be honest you haven't slept since the day she came home and it has definitely taken a toll on your emotions, however the guys have helped out as much as they can around the house. Today was the first time you would be alone with her and you were kind of worried. After only 30 minutes of being alone with her she started crying.... a lot. No matter what you tried nothing worked, the crying got worse and you were practically crying yourself out of stress that's when you called jhope.
Y/N~ how much longer will you be gone?
JH~ why what's wrong
Y/N~ it's Mimi, she won't stop crying and I've tried everything, I feel like she hates me
JH~ she could never hate you so don't say that for a minute. Her teddy is on the chair in the living room and a bottle is in the cupboard.
Y/N~ Thanks Hobi
JH~ anything for you jagi
The conversation ended and you felt some sort of relief. Taking jhopes advice, you grabbed her teddy and made a bottle for her, soon the crying stopped.
~Time Jump~
About an hour later yoongi came walking in through the door. You were nowhere to be found and Mimi was in her crib crying her eyes out. He picked her up and hugged her for a minute then put her back in her crib continuing the search for you. He walked down the hall only to find water coming out of the locked bathroom. He called out to you so much his voice was cracking. At one point he ounces into the door so hard he broke it open. Inside was you in the bathtub, tears coming down your face. He ran over to you turned off the water and climbed in with you.
S~ you don't have to talk but you do have to listen. Your clearly depressed and sleep deprived so as your brother and someone who loves you, don't do this.
He got out of the tub wet clothes and all. Water was soaking the floor and he went to grab towels the tears were still going down your face.
You got reminded of how much you weren't really loved by your parents and then how you were practically saved by the members. Yoongi was right, you couldn't do this, not because of you but you had to not do it for Mimi. You pulled the drain on the tub and climbed out the towel was soft and warm compared to the almost freezing water of the bathtub. Life had to go on and no matter how much you love the boys none of them should know about this.
When jhope came home it was different than it was before. Warm food was on the table and Mimi was asleep. You put behind the pain of earlier and decided to do something nice for the boys. Only when you didn't sit to eat with them, it didn't go unnoticed. You didn't say a word in response to their questions and just left to your bedroom for a quiet evening alone.
Your quiet evening was interrupted when jhope cane through the bedroom door.
JH~ Why didn't you join us for dinner?
Y/N~ I'm not hungry
JH~ You aren't
Y/N~ nope
JH~ not even a little?
He placed his hand on your arm sending shivers up your spine.
Y/N~ yes I'm fine
You kissed him and got up to turn out the lights. That was all that happend.
Fun facts
~ I made a bts Edit so here you go
~ I see bts in less than a week 😱😱😱
~School starts for me tomorrow
~ and the definition of fine is "of high quality or excellent" (so not accurate for how we use it)
Anyway I will make a chapter only for concert and California stuff so enjoy that!
Also the new album is amazing
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