✔️STRONG [L.S]

[14]

{HARRY'S POV}

*May 23rd, 2014 10:57 PM*

I bit my lip nervously, glancing down at my watch. It had been a long time since Mr. Griffiths had dragged Louis off to who know's where. Paul had said that he wanted to talk to him about what happened the night before but didn't know anything more than that. With a sigh, I started off down the hallway, my eye's flickering this way and that. As my shoe's clicked on the tile floor. I heard voice's just around the corner. I slowly inched my way forward, my head peeking out just slightly. I gasped quietly at what I saw, tear's pricking my eye's. Louis had his arm's wrapped around Eleanor, staring down at her with a smile.

'I told you that you couldn't trust him.'

"You are absolutely amazing. You're funny, kind, smart, good looking and not to mention you have great hair." Eleanor laughed, ruffling his hair playfully. What hurt worse was when he chuckled along with her. I backed away slowly, hand's gripping my hair.

"No..." I breathed, squeezing my eye's shut.

"No he wouldn't do that to me!" I whispered harshly, hand's shaking. The voice in my head scoffed at this.

'Whatever..' It taunted.

"They're just...They're just friend's." I reassured myself, walking back down the hallway. Although there was a cloud of doubt hovering in the back of my mind.

***

The ride back to the hotel had been strangely silent to say the least. A few of us has asked how the meeting went, only getting a sad, teary eyed look as an answer. My heart clenched in my chest. To be honest, I felt extremely guilty, thinking he would leave me. Although I wouldn't be surprised if he did, after all I had done to him....I shuddered.

'He wouldn't dare try and leave.'

'Leave me alone.' I growled in my head as I followed Louis into the hotel room. I watched as he kicked his shoe's off, collapsing on the bed. I sat down on the edge of the bed.

"Louis..." He ignored me, burying bis face in the pillow. I chewed the inside of my cheek.

"C'mon Lou.."

'Are you going to take that from him? Him ignoring you?' Suddenly, Louis sat up, whipping around to face me, a broken look taking over his feature's.

"WHAT?! WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY?!!" He yelled, sob's racking his body. My own tear's welled up behind my eye's, and I reached forward to take him into my arm's. Guilt filled me as he scooted back on the bed. He was afraid.

   "D-Don't touch me!" He stuttered.

   'Listen to him....telling you what to do!' The voice in my head starting to get to me, the darkness slowly edging in. No! I pushed it back, crawling toward's Louis.

   "Boo please.... I'm sorry."

   "Don't 'Boo' me! Stay away! And sorry isn't going to change the fact that you fooking raped me!' It felt like a stab to the heart as he spit the word at me, scrambling off the bed, fear filling his eye's. I watched as he tripped, falling to his hand's and knee's. He slowly turned to look at me, silent tear's trailing down his face. The darkness started to edge in fast, I squeezed my eye's shut, breathing became laboured. I could faintly hear Louis saying something, but I ignored it, focusing on controlling myself.

   'See! He doesn't want anything to do with you! Why? Because he off  fucking Eleanor!' That's what finally made me snap, my eye's flying open. My hand's slowly uncurled from their tight grip on my hair. Louis eye's widened as he stared at me, jumping to his feet as he ran toward's the door. I dived forward off of the bed, my hand's reaching out and wrapping tightly around his ankle. He let put a loud groan as he hit the floor, and I pushed myself up to my knee's. My mind was clouded with darkness as I yanked him toward's me.

   "I tried to be nice..." I growled, my finger's digging into his lower leg. I pulled him even closer as he struggled to free his leg.

   "I tried to apologise..."

   "But what do I get in return?" I stood up, looking down at his shaking body. He stared up at me with wide eye's, slowly pushing himself onto his elbow's.

   ""H-Harry please!" He cried, starting to scoot away from me. Guilt began to fill me, the darkness edging away.

   'NO!!!! DON'T LET HIMSELF TALK OUT OF IT!!! HE'S PLAYING GAME'S WITH YOU HARRY!!!'

   "I'm sor-"

   "SHUT UP!!!" I screamed, leaning down to grab a fistful of his T-Shirt.

"I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TRYING TO DO LOUIS!!!!" I shoved him away from me, and his head smack against the wall. His scream of pain did nothing to affect me in the slightest. I heard myself begin to laugh psychotically as he collapsed to the floor.

"You're trying to leave me for her! Eleanor! You're trying to push me away so you can just go run off with her!!" I crouched down next to him, gripping his hair with my hand.

"Let me tell you something Lou...it's not gonna happen. Because. You. Are. Mine." He weakly pushed himself to his knee's, looking up at me with pleading eye's as he shook his frantically.

   "N-No Harry! I would never leave y-"

   "STOP!!!! LYING!!!!" I screamed, my hand's wrapping around his throat. I stood up, holding him up so his feet barely touched the ground. All I could feel was dark, deep, unquenchable anger surging through me.

   'That's it Harry! Show him who's in control!!! Show him who he belong's to!!' I felt nothing as his fingernail's dug into my wrist's, arm's, and hand's, choking noise clawing their way from his throat.

   "YOU THINK I DIDN'T SEE YOU IN THE HALLWAY AT THE ARENA?!!! WELL I DID!! I WAS WORRIED ABOUT YOU SO I CAME TO CHECK ON YOU, WONDERING WHY THE MEETING WAS TAKING SO LONG!!! YOU KNOW WHAT I SAW?!! I SEE YOU HUGGING THAT LITTLE BITCH!!! YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE?!!! I HEAR HER BASICALLY DROOLING OVER YOU HOW GOOD LOOKING SHE THINK'S YOU ARE MR. GREAT HAIR!!! WELL YOU KNOW WHAT LOUIS?!!! You're none of the thing's she said?! YOU'RE AN UGLY, FAT, STUPID, WORTHLESS, CLINGY LITTLE FAG!!!" My hand's released him as he collapsed to the floor, coughing, hacking and struggling to get air into his lung's. A scream of rage ripped itself from my throat, my fist collided with the wall. I stumbled out of the room, slamming the door behind me. The madness has taken over.

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LOVE IS GIVING HIM THE POWER TO DESTROY YOU, BUT TRUSTING HIM NOT TO.