✔️STRONG [L.S]

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{HARRY'S POV}

Dear Louis,

There are not enough word's to begin to tell you how deeply sorry I am. In a moment of stupidity I hurt you unknowingly and now I know that I have made one of the gravest mistake's of my life. There is no one else in the world who mean's to me more than you do, and it hurt's me more to think that I have caused you pain.

Ever since you have left my side there hasnʼt been a single moment passed when I have not thought about you. I know you have issues with me and I am apologizing to you for the umpteenth time for what has happened. I have now realized that I canʼt think of a life without you. No matter how much I try but I canʼt run away from your memories. Just as the earth await's a rain after a long summer day, I wish for you in my life.

I wake up every morning with the hope to find you by my side, smiling down at me. I still relish the warmth of your hug's. I still wish that I will find protection in your embrace's. My lip's still smile when they remember your touches upon them.

My every waking moment, you entice my thought's with sweet word's and deed's. Hearing your voice bring's peaceful comfort and a smile to my face at the mere thought of you. My heart beat's for you alone.

When our eye's locked for the very first time, you rendered me breathless. Now, with the same intense gaze, passionate warmth envelops my heart. As each moment passes us by, I feel myself drawn more closely to you. My heart soars blissfully when I am with you. In your absence, I close my eye's and dream of your close embrace, our finger's intertwined and your soft lip's pressed against mine. Sweetheart, everything about you take's my breath away.

I don't remember when I asked for our relationship to begin, but I remember the feeling's you gave me whenever I was around you. I felt as if I was in a place where I would never get hurt and that's exactly what you did. I have never realized the pain's of love until now. Everywhere I look I see your name or a small symbol that remind's me of you, and I find myself getting angry because it only reminds me of the pain that I cannot be with you. I wish that we could go back to the day's when it was me and you. I want to show you how much you mean to me. How sorry I am. You make my heart stop, even after all these year's whenever anyone mention's your name or I see your face. I only wish thing's in life were simpler so that it could be me with you.

I will love you forever Louis,

-Harry.

{LOUIS'S POV}

*December 9th, 2014*

My hand's trembled as I stared down at the piece of paper in my grasp. I felt tear's falling from my cheek's, and watched as they landed on the paper; smearing some of the ink. I lifted an arm up, wiping at my eye's as I took deep, shuddering breath's. I could hear the thump of my heart as it pounded against my chest; almost painfully.
Harry...Harry...Harry... I squeezed my eye's shut, holding the thin paper tightly to my heart.

"And being here without you, is like I'm waking up to...Only half a blue sky; kinda there but not quite. I'm walking round' with just one shoe. I'm half a heart without you..." I whispered the lyric's quietly to myself, soft sob's slipping from my throat. I didn't hear the creak of my room door opening, and jumped when I heard a loud voice.