Loving My Bestfriend (on~hold)

The truth is crazy

 After that school was uneventful, I had a few more classes with the guy and Jay and some with Claudia.

I walked out of the school and towards the bench Jay had told me to wait for him at and hugged myself trying to keep myself warm.

I sighed spotting I could see my cold breathe in the air. I sat down on the bench only to shoot back up in shock of how freeing it was.

I smiled to myself as I searched for my ear phones just as I was about to plug them in, I saw Jay by the entrance surrounded by. Girls.

My heart rate picked up with jealousy I couldn’t stop it was so strong, anger boiled in my blood as I gave daggered into the girls back as if I could burn a hole in it.

Kill them, My voice in my head growled at me in fiery, before I knew what was happening I was stalking towards them, I couldn’t help but shake in anger. It was so strong I couldn’t stop it, I was helpless in my own body.

“Lauren, what are you doing?” I heard Harrison ask from behind me with a hint of warning but I blocked him out forcing myself forward.

“Lauren!” Harrison growled clutching onto my arm stopping me in my trail. I spun around giving him dagger glares ordering him to shy away but not matter how much I tried he kept his hold on me even if he couldn’t look at me.

I could feel the energy coming off of me as he tried so hard to look away from me but still show no weakness.

“Lauren, you need to calm down,” He said glancing at me for a second but looked away. But I couldn’t, I didn’t have control of my body, it was like I was stuck in a shell while my body moved.

“Ren!” I heard Jay shout from behind me and I growled low in my chest. I had so much hatred in me, I didn’t even know where it was coming from.   

I shoved Harrison away and turned to him my mouth ready to throw insults at him but before I could meet eye contact with him, Claudia gave me a bone crushing hug snapping me out of it.

I stood there frozen, what had just happened, I didn’t have words for it.

“Hi Ren,” Claudia said stepping back as Jay was long forgotten. I looked at her stunned for a moment but smiled when I gathered my thoughts.

“Hi,” I said back still in a little daze but I hid it. She smiled up at me glancing behind me to Harrison who I could see out of my corner of my eye was once again sharing a private joke to himself.

I rolled my eyes fed up with him. A arm was slung over my shoulder sending sparks through my whole body.

I could feel myself build up the anger in me again. I unwrapped myself from his arms unable to meet his eyes afraid I had hurt him.

“Hi Claudia,” Jay mumbled, I was right I had hurt him.

He shouldn’t of been with those girls then The voice argued angry at the guilt I was feeling.

So it’s not like we are together. I shot back at her which made her growl like a animal.

He is ours. She spat.

“Hi Jay,” Claudia said back awkwardly I could tell she didn’t want to be here anymore. She looked between us for a moment properly sensing the awkwardness.

“Well, I’m going to head home, see you tomorrow Claudia,” I said waving a goodbye as I turned and walked away.

“Thank you,” I heard her mutter so I was the only one too hear. I spun around to face her, how did she know I could hear her.