Loving My Bestfriend (on~hold)

We are meant to be

“Ren,” I heard Jay call and around to see him watching me with content.

“Jay,” I said back smiling up at him as he got closer. He chuckled but kept his eyes on me. He closeted the distant between us even more and my heart picked up.

As he came closer I saw his eyes were darker than normal but that’s impossible maybe I was imagining it.

“I know you don’t feel the same way as I do,” He started, if only he knew. “But I need to tell you, I want you, I need you ever since I first met you at play group, I knew I couldn’t keep away from you,” He seemed to pause.

“I loved you,” He told me and my heart picked up speed beating so fast I swear it would jump out of my chest. He reached me and wrapped his arms around my waist looking down into my brown eyes.  “I love you,” He told me and the sparks were so strong it felt like I would pass out just by feeling them.

Tell him. The voice ordered inpatient.

I wrapped my arms around his neck, while one of my hands tangled itself in his dark hair.”I love you,” I told him back and he smiled the biggest smile I had seen on him yet.

He bent down his eyes flickering down onto my lips, his face was inches from mine as his hot breathe hit my face making me shiver.

I reached up crashing our lips together as waves of tingles where sent through my body like an electric current sizzling through me.

Our lips moved in sync hungrily for more, we needed each other, the desire was stronger than some teenage romance it was full of passion and love.

I tugged him closer so there was no more space between us but even that wasn’t enough. He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist.

My head couldn’t focus of anything else than him, I broke the kiss for breathe while he trailed kisses along my jaw line and neck.

Moans escaped my lips and he continued to kiss my neck softly I was sure going to have love bites.

I buried my head into his neck teasing him with my tongue, he moaned making me laugh. So easy to seduce.

Our lips reconnected sending a massive hurl of wind at our blowing my hair everywhere, it was then I remembered we were in the woods.

I parted and began to laugh, he looked at me strangely. “Were in the woods,” I murmured in his ear unwrapping my legs from his waist and got down.

He smiled down at me his eyes still so dark. Why were they so dark?

Well because his wolf is wanting to become in control, your eyes are properly the same.  The voice answered and I mental nodded.

 I shivered in coldness, why was it so cold? Jay frowned and pulled myself against him, his hot body warming mine.

“Come let’s go home,” He said interlacing his hand with mine something he never did but I didn’t mind it felt right. 

Jay’s parents still weren’t home and for once I was nervous to be in Jay company after the woods, I loved the way he kissed me and that’s scared me the most, that if something happened between us we could never be friends again.

Stop doubting your bond with him, you can’t run from a mate. She said cheery, she had been in a good mood since Jay kiss me.  

He walked over to the fridge and I sat down on the dining room chair watching him as he pulled out an apple.

He turned to me and grinned. I looked at him confused why do I sense that the look he’s giving me means he’s up to no good.