King from another Era

part 27

"Goshen let's go" tawag sa akin ni Aaron pero nanatili lang akong nakaupo.

"What should I do?" Bulong ko. Hindi ko kakayanin kapag iniwan ako ni Banana. "I'm stupid. I'm freaking stupid" patuloy ang pag patak nang luha ko pero hindi ko ito magawang punasan.

I know it's my fault for making that stupid decision without informing Banana. I just don't want to hurt them but I end up messing everything.

"Goshen, just tell him the truth that you're pregnant with my child" mahinahong utos ni Aaron kaya sinamaan ko sya nang tingin.

"How could you do this to me Aaron?!" Sigaw ko sa kanya "leave me alone! I don't want to see you!" Napahagulgol na ako dahil sa halo halong nararamdaman ko. This is entirely my fault. I've already severed my tie with Aaron and now I'm loosing Banana.

I'm filthy.

I have a fucked up mind.

I don't deserve Banana.

But I love him. I'm regretting what I've did.

"Goshen--" hindi ko na pinatapos mag salita si Aaron dahil naiinis ako sa sarili ko.

"Stop it Aaron! Don't persuade me to tell it to him! I can't lose him!" Sigaw ko na naman. I'm a hypocrite bitch. Anika was right and what is she even doing here anyway?

"But you have my child!" Sigaw din ni Aaron at hinila nya ako patayo. It hurts dahil binigla nya ang paghila sa akin.

"The child that you told me to conceived for you! We have a deal Aaron! I didn't agree to your favor just because I loved you but because  you told me that you're going to let me go and you will stop bothering me after I gave birth to your child!" Yes, I might be confused to my feelings back then dahil sa biglaang paghihiwalay namin ni Aaron dahil sa pagiging kasal ko kay Banana.

I admit that I do love him and it's a fact but I didn't realized na na fall out of love na din ako sa kanya simula nang nakasama ko si Banana.

"Yes! It's my fault! Everything is my fault but I complied to your favor because I'm guilty for leaving you kahit ni minsan ay hindi tayo nag away" pinunasan ko ang luha ko pero hindi ko magawang tumingin sa kanya.

I'm damn ashamed to my self and to what I've did.

"He will leave you! Kahit ipaliwanag mo pa yan siguradong iiwan ka pa din nya! Do you think he's stupid enough para tanggapin ang anak mo sa ibang lalake?" Panunumbat pa nya kaya mas lalo akong napaiyak.

"Stop it! Stop doing this to me! I'm already regretting this decision that I've did! I regret being a surrogate mother to your child! I regret everything that I've did!" Sigaw ko kaya lumapit sa akin si Aaron at sinampal nya ako pero hindi ako nagalit dahil deserve ko iyon.

"This is my punishment for that stupid decision. I'm going to lose my husband" bulong ko at muli na naman akong napaupo.

"He will think that you're a slut" tinitigan ako ni Aaron at bakas sa mukha nya ang pagka inis.

"Which I truly Am. So don't blame him" paano ko maaayos ang gulong ginawa ko.

Everything started from a farce wedding. A marrige that didn't even happen. A husband that shouldn't even exist in this Era. I did fall for Banana but I realized it too late and I also did something stupid.

Napatingin ako sa hagdan nang may narinig akong yabag nang paa and my heart skipped a beat nang nakita ko si Banana. He's wearing the same noble cloth that he used just like when I first saw him at my house.

It almost feel nostalgic to see him like that. His grayish white hair that I loved to comb. His cold golden eyes was starring at me. The eyes that held me captive seems so distant. The eyes that looked down on everyone. It's Shoddy but at the same time it feels like he's not him. This man in front of me was the King of Oink Era. Banana was back to being a true King that he is.

"This King will give you one last chance which you don't even deserve. Tell me why is this bastard here and are you hiding something from me?" Tanong nya. Even his voice was cold and distant kaya napayuko ako.

What am I going to say? He hates the presence of Aaron because he thinks that he was competing with my love and attention whenever he was near. Ngayon pa nga lang na pumunta lang dito si Aaron sa bahay namin ay ganito na ang reaction nya then what more if he found out that I'm pregnant with Aarons Child?

I can understand him if he loath me. I will also get mad and react the same way if he did this to me so I can't blame him.

I won't defend my self because I deserve this.

"Cat got your tongue?" Usal nya kaya napayuko lang ako habang pinipigilan ko ang mapahikbi. I don't deserve to meet his gaze. I'm filthy and if I come near at him I might taint him with my unworthy self.

Napabuntong hininga sya bago mag salita.

"That's it. You choose to remain silent" usal nya. How can I tell him that I'm pregnant? I've already broke his heart too much to even utter those words myself. I'm sure he will be disgusted to my presence alone.

Bumaba si Anika dala ang mga gamit ni Shoddy at ang alaga nyang si Coconut.

"Unfortunately, I've already predicted that you won't tell him that you, A dignified CEO of a known company was whoring your self around and got your self pregnant with your previous lovers child while you're currently married and living with your hot shot of a husband" tatawa tawang sabi ni Anika.

"Oh, I won't be surprised if your father didn't even know about your escapades. I'm sure he will think of you as a disgrace to your family. Just imagine how disappointed he would be?" Pang iinsulto pa nya pero hindi ko magawang bumawi dahil tama naman sya.

"You're lucky that I don't have a sword as of now otherwise you're head will roll on this ground as a punishment for your crime. You dared to hurt this King! How heartless are you!" Sigaw ni Banana kaya napatingin ako sa kanya. Bakas sa mukha nya ang lungkot at sakit na nararamdaman nya at mas napaiyak pa ako nang makita ko syang lumuha.

He, Shoddy Banana. My very own husband who wants to have a child with me which I blatantly denied him to have, found out that I'm pregnant with my previous lovers child. And what hurt him the most was the fact that I got pregnant kahit hiwalay na kami ni Aaron at nagsasama na kami ni Banana.

"See you around bitch. Oh! And be careful, rumors might spread like a wildfire" makahulugang sabi ni Anika then hinila nya na si Banana.

I stood there crying as I watch him walk away from me. I want to stop him but I can't be more shameful than I already Am.

Wala na akong mukhang maihaharap pa sa kanya.

Nagulat ako nang tumigil sa paglalakad si Banana.

"I guess I can't bring you back to my Kingdom, Our kingdom. Because you have your own new life here. Don't blame your self though. I'm at fault too." he sighed heavily while trying his very best not to cry again.

"If I haven't made you come here then we might still have a happy life together. If I haven't been a coward back then, then I might still have you all by my self. If I haven't made that decision then you might still remember me. That decision that I regretted the most. I'm sorry I can't face you right now because I can't bear to see you crying like that. Don't worry, this will be the last time that this King will make you cry. I love you. I always do. Take care my one and only Queen Consort" mahinang usal ni Shoddy habang nakatalikod pa din sa akin at nag umpisa na ulit syang maglakad kasama nila Anika at Aaron.

I'm at lost to what he have told me. It doesn't even make sense but I didn't pay too much attention to it because I keep on crying and crying hanggang sa mawalan na lang ako nang malay.