Addicted to Mr Right

Nothing Stays Away

She thinks she's won, with her fancy life! running away from me bitch, I told her, I told her she could never hide from me! I would always find her, who does she think she is shacking up with that prick, I'll show her a lesson she will never forget!!!!

I woke 3am, feeling sick I rushed to the toilet and vomited. yuk I thought as more was rifting up.

"Baby are you ok?"

"Yeh I'm fine, I think I've got a big or something!"

"Ok I'll get you some water and I'll call the doctor in the morning!"

"Ok thanks"

Once the sickness had had died away I climbed back into bed and fell back to sleep.

It was around 8am when I had the sick feeling again, what's wrong with me? I never get ill, the last time I felt like this was that day Lexi attacked me. SHIT!!

"Hugh!"

"Yes baby?"

"I think I might be pregnant!"

"How do you know?"

"Well there is only one other time I felt like this and that was the same day I lost our baby!"

"Ok I'll ring the doctor to come"

"You don't mind if I am do you?"

"Alex I would be the proudest person alive knowing my soon to be wife is carrying our baby!"

"Oh ok, that's good then"

"I love you Alex!"

"I love you too Hugh"

The doctor can at 9:30am, she made me wee in a small container which wasn't pleasant, she then dipped a little stick into it which changed colour,

"So then Miss Blakewood I can tell you that you are indeed pregnant, can you remember your last period?"

"No but I did have a miscarriage about a month ago!"

"Ok, so you are only a few weeks, we will find out for sure at your first scan, you will be assigned a midwife who will check your baby's health throughout the course of your pregnancy, they will also organise with you your birthing plan!"

"Ok thank you Dr!"

Hugh just stood still in shock taken in everything the doctor was saying.

"Dr is there anything she should avoid whilst pregnant?"

Oh god here we go I thought, he might as well bubble wrap me too, and yes I know he just wants me safe but sometimes it's just too much!

"Mr Hendrix I will leave this leaflet, it has all the do's and don'ts in there, now Alex do you have any questions?"

"No Dr, I'm fine."

"Ok your appointment will come through the mail for your scan, if that is all I will be on my way, goodbye!"

I couldn't take my hands off my belly, can you believe I have a baby inside me growing away! I wonder what he or she will look like or who's traits it will take on, my life is complete now. we are a family and no one will ever take that away!

We decided not to tell anyone until our first scan as we didn't want any more bad luck.

I was over the moon to be pregnant except morning sickness is the worst thing ever, how is it you wake in the morning and straight away your puking your ring except nothing comes up but bile which burns the back of your throat, then you have Hugh who rolls out of bed looking handsome as hell, I wish he could get it just for one day then maybe he wouldn't say,

"Don't worry you'll be fine!" before leaving me to go eat breakfast!!

I never realised how stressed I have become my hormones have really heightened, I hate any smells that aren't fruit and my nipples hurt so bad, women sacrifice there body to do this all the time, I just wish the men felt it too!

I have to think positive though my beautiful baby is in there my beautiful baby is in there, giving me trouble already but no matter how much I complain I wouldn't have it any other way!!

I tried to eat breakfast that morning but didn't feel that hungry. Hugh wasn't happy but I couldn't stomach any more than a slice of toast so I reassured him that I would eat more at lunch when I was at work.

Work was quiet, I was glad as my nausea was bad today, I received a text from an unknown number,

Don't think I've forgotten you!

I didn't know who it was from, maybe Lexi I thought, why can't she just fuck off. I ignored the message and went to lunch, I didn't bother telling Hugh as I knew he would go wild with her and that would just make things worse!

I went to the deli down the road from work and decided on a ham salad sandwich, I didn't feel hungry but I knew I needed to eat something. I had a slow walk back, still feeling the nausea I decided I would ring my doctor and try and get something to help.

My doctor prescribed me some sickness medication which I would collect after work, I was nearly at work when I felt someone watching me, I turned around, he was there standing behind me his eyes full of evil like they always were!

How did he find me? what was he going to do? I turned quickly and start to run, I felt his hand wrap in my hair the pain shot through my head!

"Where do you think your going!"

"Please joey, please leave me alone!"

"Never you bitch! your coming with me!"