June 2 (continuous)
Status: Much better...?
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The nurses ran test and I was going crazy.
The nurses came out, and I rushed to them,
"Is he alright? What happened?"
"He won't let us do anything, he kept asking for Vic"
He's asking for me?
"That's me. I'm Vic. Can I go see him, please?"
"You may..." she nodded and I ran toward the door seeing him in tears.
"Kellin" I whispered scooping him into a hug, allowing him to cry on my shoulder.
"I thought you hated me" I was grateful to hear his voice again,
"No, never. I can never hate you. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry."
"I forgive you" he stated, and I was in confusion.
"How can you forgive me? Just like that? But look what I've done to you"
"You didn't cause this, I did. I'm-"
"Don't you dare apologize"
"Ok..." Resisting the urge to apologize again.
"God you scared me" I pulled him to another hug.
"Thank you for saving me from falling"
"What do you mean?"
"You...you saved me from falling... from dying. You were there, right?" He looked up at me with those same eyes I saw before, except they shown a bit of happiness instead of sadness, they were sparkling.
"I-what? Where? You mean we had the exact dream?"
"I don't know what it was but I'm glad you were there..."
"Yeah...."
"I'm sorry, for everything. I didn't know what got into me, this is all my fault" I said,
"It isn't you fault, don't blame this on yourself..." he cupped my face.
"How can I not?"
"Just don't. It wasn't your fault, it was mine."
"No don't say that, you know I love you"
"I love you too," he pecked my lips, "but there's one thing..."
"Yeah?"
"Don't you ever forget about me..."
"What do you mean?" I furrows my eyebrows together. All of a sudden his eyes rolled back and his breathing stopped with his head hanging to the side.
"Kellin? Kellin baby, stop this" I was freaking out. The monitor went dead and everything was silent. The blue sky faded quickly to complete black.
"Nurse? Help! Please?!" I shook Kellin and begged for him to wake up. I decided to leave him to get a nurse but the hallway was completely empty and cold
"Hello?" my voice croaked, but all I could hear is my footsteps. The lobby was pitch black but had some light because of the moon.
"HELP" I heard from behind me. Kellin.
I rushed over to him but I felt several hands on me holding me back, I turned my head and saw no one.
"KELLIN" I screamed trying to break free from the hands, but they held me still. I felt more and more hands on me and I could feel my body giving up on me. Kellin scream got louder and louder and my body got numb.
"VIC," I heard, and snapped my eyes open. Nurses were surrounding me, and I felt sweat and tears tickled down my face, and my breathing was heavy. I felt sick. My eyes converted to Kellin. He wasn't awake, he was sleeping.
'He's just taking a nap like before, so he is awake' I thought.
I pushed the nurses out of the way and went to Kellin's side. His hands were cold.
I looked around and they, including Mike, looked at me with worry.
"W-was he ever awake?" I choked out still holding Kellin's hand.
I saw Mike shake his head, holding his head down but I got no responses from the nurses.
"Then...?"
"I'm afraid it was all a bad dream..." one of the nurses said.
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memory {boyxboy}
Fanfictionmem·o·ry ˈmem(ə)rē/ noun the faculty by which the mind stores and remembers information. * In which Vic will always remember Kellin