"The worst feeling is not being lonely, sometimes it is being forgotten by someone you can't forget."
I can feel myself becoming less and less important to you. I'm so afraid of being forgotten because it happens everytime. Everyone I get close to, ends up forgetting me after some time. I don't want your fake apologies. I don't want your empty promises. I just want to be noticed, to feel wanted. I'm tired of constantly being ignored and forgotten by 'friends'. I'm tired of the bullshit. If you don't want me around just say it to my face. I don't want to be remembered only when you need a favor. Pretending that none of this hurts though, is what hurts me the most. I'm so used to the feeling of being used, it's come to the point that I guess its better than being forgotten. But when you just decide to flat out replace me, that shit actually fucks me up. It makes me feel like no matter what I did, it was never enough. Nothing was never enough for you to be honest.
I'm just so done with all this bullshit. If you want me in your life, then tell me. Make me feel wanted instead of completely ignoring me. That's what I'm waiting for.
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Lock Away Your Heart
RandomTW: physical abuse, self-harm, death, eating disorders Keep to yourself, don't draw in unwanted attention. Don't you dare let that cheerful attitude fade. Put on a fake smile and go about your day. No one needs to know what goes on after dark. No on...
