Crazy about her (Marcel fanfiction)

chapter 15: leaving.

AVA LEE POV

I woke up to the sound of my phone buzzing on the floor with a dumb default ringtone. Holy crow, it was already noon!  I was in Marcel's bed... I was in Marcel's bed!  Howly shit!  When did I get here? I remembered coming in here...then it all came back.. I was scared to death for a second that we had maybe, And I got too drunk.. Thank the lord.

Marcel wasn't in his room. I didn't even remember waking a little to him leaving. I trudged, sleepily,  down stairs to find him asleep on the couch. 

He left me. After I told him. After everything that I told him about my feelings. And he left me asleep and came out here. I was hurt. He had told me that he felt the same,  but how could that be the truth, when this is what happened. 

I called my mum and asked her to come and get me. I quickly got dressed and gathered my belongings.  By the time I made it out the door, my mom was pulling in.

As I got home and showered and such,  tons of questions thumbed through my head.

Did he only tell me all that stuff because he didn't want me to be with anyone? Was he that afraid of losing me, that he had to lie? 

Did he really care and have feelings for me, he just didn't know how to deal with it?

Was I drunk last night, and I was only making up everything in my head? Was it just a drunk dream?

I don't know anymore.

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Hours had passed since I came home. I hadn't heard anything from Marcel and I was almost starting to worry. But very quickly became upset. He had the nerve to leave me after I had told him everything. And when I disappear, he doesn't even question it.

9:00 pm came, and I decided that tomorrow at school he would have to figure his crap out. I wasn't about to be hurt. I promised not to hurt him. I said I wouldn't ever leave. He left me. He hurt me. I wasn't even sure how to deal with it.

I just went to sleep, hoping for the best tomorrow. But only expecting the worst..

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School came and was almost half way over before I even caught sight of him. But I decided that I would wait for him to decide if he wanted to talk.

He never did. It only resulted in me crying myself to sleep.  Maybe this was my own fault. I had taken him to that dumb party, if I hadn't. Every thing would be normal.

What had I done...

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I forgot to bold it all.

I was almost a little sad writing this. But then got pissed cuz I couldn't figure out how to write it.

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-A.B♥