Colby POV
"im fine" i lie, usually he can tell when i lie but this time he couldn't
"okay, whatever you say, and if you ever need me you know where ill be"
"okay thanks Sam, night"
"night" he says as he is leaving, the moment he closes my door i set a alarm for 2 am and i fall to sleep
My alarm wakes me up and i get out of bed and head downstairs, i leave out of the back door so no one hears me and i head to my spot, i have everything i need, my blade, extra hoodie, phone, etc.... i go to my spot and relax for a good 10 minutes, i take out my blade and start cutting
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19
i lost count after 19 but i know i made more than 30, i take my extra hoodie and dab my arms when my thoughts take over me
you will never be perfect
Sam wont love you
Worthless
Useless
Die already
"IM TRYING OKAY?" i screamed, not realizing how loud i was, i quickly get out of my special spot and head to the forest, once i hit the forest i get a text, who would text me at 2 in the morning? it was Corey
Corey: Where are you?
Colby: Wdym
Corey: I know youre not in your room, now tell me where you are so i can pick you up
Colby: Chill i went for a walk
Corey: Oh?!?! i didnt know you go on walks AT FUCKING 2 IN THE MORNING!
Colby: Calm yourself
Corey: Why are you acting like this?
Colby: Like what?
Corey: You havent been yourself lately....
Colby: I dont know what youre talking about?
Corey: Know what? Im coming to find you
Colby: Have fun!
I go deeper into the forest so he has no chance of finding just when i get another text from Corey
Corey: I have Jake, Elton, Aaron, and Sam with me, we are going to find you!
"oh shit" i whisper to myself, not the whole traphouse, i start running deeper into the forest and then i get another text, i ignored it. ive been running for about 10 minutes when i decide to take a break, i sit down on a log, and take put my blade, i do more cuts, more them i can count, its been about 15 minutes since ive been on my phone, and it starts buzzing, someome is calling... I look to see who it is. Its Sam... I ignored it and i put my phone on silent, then i power off my phone so i cant be found. its been about 30 minutes and i am soo tired i want to go home but i cant, because i dont wanna get yelled at, i take out my blade once again and make 2 huge deep cuts on each of my arms, i extra hoodie is all bloody and i am so dizzy.
just die already
no one cares for you
youre just a faggot
just a faggot
"I KNOW" i scream, dumb me, after i scream that i hear Jake's voice
"Guys, i think Colby is over here" i make a run for it, i run about 3 kilometers when i get tackled to the ground
"Guys i go him!!" says Elton, its getting hard for me to breathe,
"get off him Elton, you're gonna make him pass out" Corey says, Elton gets off me and i try to make a run for it, but im brought down to ground by Elton, i yelped, he's hurting my arms, im slowly lifted off the ground by Elton and Jake but im still secured in their arms, once everyone gets here (Great) Corey starts his loads of question
" Cole Robert Brock, why are you walking in the middles of a forest, with cell phone turned off and a extra hoodie? answer that for me" i stay silent,
"Colby..." Sam starts talking "is there something your not telling us?" great now i gotta lie again
"Of course not! why do you think that?" i lie, and i can see no one believes me,
"Colby, tell us" Sam begins at me, im silent, im waiting for the moment to bolt. I attempt to escape Elton and Jake and it worked!
I run off and they are close behind me
"COLBY" they all say in unison, i run off the to closet highway, and cross the road to the other part of the forest, i lost them my thoughts say, i make about 10 minutes of running, when i take another break, i make more cuts because of my stress, and im starting to feel dizzy, just when something pops up behind me and tackles me again
"I GOT HIM!" Sam says while still tackling me, obviously im startled so im freaking out,
"Calm down Colby" Sam tells me, after about 5 minutes im calm, another minute later the rest of the traphouse arrives,
"Something is wrong with you Colby, Tell us"
"no" i silently say,
"That's it" Corey says, were taking you home and we'll talk in the morning.
Once we get home i go to my room and slam the door and lock it, then once again i get my trusty blade, and make exactly 15 cuts on each arm, all deep, then i plug in my phone, look at the time 4:02 am, i get covered under my blankets, and i fall asleep.
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Cuts...//Colby Brock
Fanfiction*COMPLETED* Colby had fallen into depression again after high school, his plan is to commit suicide, even after many failed attempts he still tries, he keeps trying until it ends him into a psychiatric hospital, but he snuck in his blades, now since...
