Colby POV (again...)
I wake up at 7 am but i know that they are up waiting for me to come downstairs, i stay up in my room, and i just cry, why would Elton, Jake, Corey, Aaron, and Sam hurt me?, now that i can cearly tell that they dont care for me i know that if i died they wouldn't care. I keep crying, and ive been in my room for at least another hour crying before i stop, but im not going downstairs, i get on a new black hoodie, and my blade, and i open my window, i climb up to the roof and just sit there, they dont know im up here and they shouldnt know.
Sam POV
I don't know what happened with Colby last night, he's been acting strangely lately, but i look at him like he's just being himself, but last night was different. when Corey came and woke me up saying
"Colby went outside and he won't come home" i was scared, Colby is my bestfriend, and i never seen him like this, we've been friends since 2014 and he's never acted like this, now that i think of it, that night when i went to talk to him, i think he actually hid something from me, he never does that, we are all waiting downstairs for his arrival, but its only 9 am, he's not up till 12 pm everyday.
Colby POV
I go back into my room and I feel the blood sinking through my black hoodie, thank god its black, I go and check the time, 9 am?!? wow I thought it would be about 11 am but I guess I was wrong, I'm still not going downstairs, I go on my laptop, and I go on YouTube and search up painless ways to kill yourself, after I watched about 10 videos, I realized there's no painless way to kill yourself, I check the time 11 am, its only 11 am so I'm good, I keep watching YouTube until I hear a knock on my door
"Colby, I know your up, please come downstairs?" Corey said, I look at the time 1 pm,
"Fuck Off" I say back to him,
"well were not leaving your door until you come downstairs"
"have fun sitting there" I say back to Corey, I hear Corey telling the other guys to get snacks and come at my door, they wait there while I watch YouTube, its been about 20 minutes when I hear a letter slide underneath my door, I go and pick it up, its from Sam, I begin to read it;
Dear Colby,
I'm sorry for hurting you last night, I didn't mean to, and I really would like you to come downstairs and talk with us because it will be over soon,
sincerely, Sam
I after I read the letter, I go to my door, and open it, all the guys are standing up, and we all start walking downstairs, after we get to the living room, I'm the only one sitting down, once we are all silent for a long period of time, Corey starts asking his question
"Colby, what were you doing in the forest at 2 am last night?"
"I told you, I was going for a walk" Corey can tell I'm lying,
"YOU FUCKING WERENT GOING FOR A WALK LAST NIGHT, YOU WERE DOING SOMETHING" Corey yells at me, then Sam begins talking,
"Colby, what are you hiding from us?"
"NOTHING" I yelled, and now they can clearly tell I'm lying, just when I thought this conversation was over, Corey can somehow see the blood on my black hoodie,
"lift up your sleeves Colby"
"No" I say sternly,
"Jake, Elton, Aaron, Sam" Corey says while all of them are nodding, the come near me, Elton and Aaron grab my wrists, I yelped, and Sam and Jake start lifting up my sleeves.
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Cuts...//Colby Brock
Fanfiction*COMPLETED* Colby had fallen into depression again after high school, his plan is to commit suicide, even after many failed attempts he still tries, he keeps trying until it ends him into a psychiatric hospital, but he snuck in his blades, now since...
