Colby POV
I head to the kitchen after we watched the movie and i saw a Cake more importantly... OREO CAKE!!!! My favorite, i smile and it feels like i havent smiled for ages, Sam walks in and smirks at me
"You want some dont you?" he asks
"YES I FUCKING WANT OREO CAKE WHO WOULDNT?!?!?" We both laugh, i think im too hyped for oreo cake
youre fat
it gives you diabetes
you are too fat to eat it
this will help you weigh 200 pounds
"Shut up" i mumbled and thankfully no one heard me, i know im fat but i really want cake and i dont have enough energy to throw it up either, so ill deal with the voices, Sam cuts the cake and gives me the biggest slice, i nod, looking down at my plate
Fattie
Youll look pregant
DIABETES
DIABETES
FATTIE
FATTIE
All these words sorround my head as im eating the cake, its so delicious and i cant stop eating it, after im finished eating my first slice, i head into my second slice, after i finish my second slice, i head upstairs and i go to the bathroom, i look into the mirror, it doesnt look like i gained any weight but i know i did gain weight "Stupid metalbolism" i say to myself, i step onto the weight check thing (i fotgot what its called) and i check my weight... 196 pounds, God im fat i should make a little thing i have to follow:
No more than 650 calories
Protien shakes and egg whites on gym days
Throw up food if ate too much
ill start my checklist tomorrow, right now ill just close my eyes and figure the best way to die...
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Cuts...//Colby Brock
Fanfiction*COMPLETED* Colby had fallen into depression again after high school, his plan is to commit suicide, even after many failed attempts he still tries, he keeps trying until it ends him into a psychiatric hospital, but he snuck in his blades, now since...
