Colby POV
I wake up to the sound of Talor's voice telling me to get up, i groaned, why do we have to wake up at 8:30 am in the morning? like theres no point, but i keep it all to myself, i roll over and began to dress, but Talor soon stops me
"Uhm Cole" she shyly says
"Yes?"
"You must wait for your male nurse to watch you change"
"Why?" i asked, i could see she can tell im visibility agitated
"Because 1. im a female, not susposed to see your uhm... Penis, and 2. he will help you when you struggle" she sounded very uncomforatble, this is my fault she feels that way
"Talor, im sorry"
"For?"
"Making you say that, im so stupid"
"No no Cole youre not" just after she said that, my male nurse walked him, he began to introduce himself
"Hello Cole, i am your male nurse, my name is Caleb" he said cheerfully, how. the. fuck. can. he. be. so. happy?. i was mad that he was happy but as usual, no one noticed and cared.
Talor left the room so i can change, i undress anf i thinm Caleb saw my scars, god i hate myself so much, after i changed Talor came back in and Caleb left, im guessing Caleb is only here to watch and help me change.
Talor began taking me to the eating room, i didnt want to eat, i fucking hate eating but theres no ise complaning or else im sent the "Quiet Room" they say, i have no clue what it looks like but oh well.
I look around for Tylen, i finally spot her after a while, sitting, by herself, Wait... By herself? i thought she had many friends, i walk over to her and sit on her left, Talor comes over and hands us our food, I decided to begin a convo with Tylen
"Hey Tylen"
"Hey.." her voice sounded dull, i began to worry
"You okay Tylen?"
"No"
"Whats wrong?" I had this feeling in my chest, like i wanted to know what is wrong and help her, actually, I need to know, she began talking.
"My dad died last night..."
"Oh im sorry tyl-" she cuts me off and begins talking again
"but i honestly dont know why im so sad, because hes the reason im here right now, now see Colby, he was a abusive father, i have no clue on why i tried to love him, I actually thought he loved me Colby" her words were shocking but she wasnt done,
"He died last night because he overdosed, i still love him, even though he may of hurted me, but i rememvmber my best memory with him, which was a daughter-dad hug, i miss him so fucking much and i dont know why" she began to break down and all the nurses sorrounded her, 2 of the guards began to take me away, Why though? Tylen noticed too and she questioned where they were taking me
"Where qre you taking him? he did nothing to me!" she question/yelled, 2 more guards came and took her by the arms to like they did with me. they look her in the eyes and say with no emotions
"Lying to cover-up something your friend said/did? Tsk Tsk Tylen, you guys can both go to the Quiet Room" one of them said, all four guards take out equal amounts of tranqulizer and put it in us, making ua drowsy, eventually making is fall in a deep sleep.
A/N: Sorry ive been inactive, my mentally health is very unstable and i have to wait till i get better to write, ill try to write whenever i feel good or when i can but until then, XOXO Jacalynn
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