billies pov
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"can i PLEASE just at least fuck her ONCE though, if i can't date her?" i had been on my knees begging mila to let me even talk to naomi about my feelings for hours.
"what- fuck her once and kick her to the side?" she was sitting on her bed reading magazines. naomi was in the showers since we just got done with gym.
"no mila. i was fucking joking obviously. i will make her feel like the most loved girl in the world, i will treat her like a damn queen and make sure she gets all the love she deserves, physically and mentally. i want to make her feel special mila."
"that's what heidi told me she wanted as well, but look where we are now."
"stop fucking comparing me to heidi!" i yelled, ripping the magazine out of her hands. "i'm not heidi. i will never be heidi. i want to treat naomi with real love. not that fake bullshit heidi planted on her."
"i'm sorry billie, i'm just really over protective of her. she's literally like my daughter and little sister at the same time."
i cupped both her hands in mine.
"i know, let me prove to you that i can make your daughter the happiest girl on earth."
"maybe." she winked.
i groaned and threw myself on to naomi's bed.
"she doesn't even know i'm gay for fuck sakes." i mumbled.
"look, bil, i'll talk to her later okay. i'll see if she has feelings for you and all that bullshit. and then we can talk about telling her you're gay, but you need to understand once you tell her your gay, you guys still need to like flirt all that stupid stuff before you guys date."
"i know."
"okay, good. then yes billie, i accept you into my daughters life."
i sat up and grinned with all my might, every tooth in my mouth showed. i jumped on top of her and screamed happily, ive never loved mila as much as i do right now.
"what the fuck is going on?" i was to busy celebrating to notice that naomi had walked in.
"nothing, just happy i got an a on my math test."
"billie, we both know you failed that shit hardcore. don't lie to me like that."
i looked at mila trying to figure out what to say. i gestured for her to help me make an excuse so i didn't seem like a complete idiot.
"billie is just happy because the jonas brothers are back together." mila awkwardly smiled at naomi.
there was silence for a good second.
"..right. okay. you're such a nerd."
i smiled knowing she believed it.
"look, i'm going to go get dinner now, i'll meet y'all down there. i love you both. but billie?"
oh shit, does she know i lied..
"yes baby?"
"you've always been my favorite." she winked at me and went to the side of her bed to get her money.
thank god. i smiled at the fact we call each other baby, even though we all call each other baby and we all have pet names for each other because we just think it's cute.
"alright i'm out. also, since you two both think i'm stupid as hell apparently, at least stupid enough to believe your dumbass lie, next time billie needs to remember she told me she hated the jonas brothers." naomi rolled her eyes and slammed the door.
fuck.
"well stab me in the eyes then." i slapped my face with the palm of my hand.
"should we go eat?" mila suggested.
"after that? with her? at the same table? i don't want her to eat ME." i stared at mila and she stared at me before smirking.
"yes you do."
"okay maybe i do."
naomi's pov
"but why would they lie heaven? why would they need to?" i was still upset about how billie and mila lied to me.
"maybe they're trying to protect you from something, i don't fucking know."
"yeah. maybe. i'm texting billie to see if they're coming to eat."
i was hoping maybe they were lying about billie not having feelings for me because hell, my crush on billie was huge as fuck.
you:
hey, coming to eat whore?
billie baby:
yeah, you still mad asshole?
you:
i guess not, just curious what y'all are hiding.
billie baby:
maybe we're protecting you from the big bad wolf, you'd love that, feeling important that we wanted to protect you right? or more specifically, feeling important that i wanted to protect you. ;)
you:
just get your asses down here before i fuck y'all up
billie baby: ouhhh! me first! ;)
you:
fuck you.
read: 5:47 pm
billie is always giving me mixed singles..i never know if she likes me or not anymore, it seems like she does some days, almost everyday in all honesty. i want her, i need her. it really sucks i can't have her.
"hey mamas!" billie wrapped herself around me, giving me a hug from behind.
"hello there." i blushed. i love the nickname mamas more out of them all. i wish she just called me that, instead of calling mila that too.
i sighed and stuffed another piece of salisbury steak into my mouth.
**
"can we talk naomi?"
me and mila were back in our dorm, alone for once. billie wanted to sleep alone to "think" and plus we thought the dorm master started to think we were having lesbian threesomes so we all decided it'd be better for her to sleep by herself, and heaven isn't aloud in the girls dorms at night.
"yes mila, what is it?"
"how do you feel about billie? you still have that crush?"
"you mean that hopeless crush? ha. yep. it's grown though, it's even bigger then it was."
"iTs moRe tHen A crUsH, mOrE ThEn A liKe lIkE, moRe tHen a LoVe" i glared at mila after she sang a verse from one of justin bieber's songs.
"shut up. why did you ask?"
"naomi, i want you two to date. like really, i do."
"she's striaght mila."
"what if i told you i lied about that..?"
what. the. fuck. just. happened.
