*long chapter lmaoooo*
naomis pov
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i was sitting in my room on my laptop that had been glistening from so many tears that had fallen onto it. i watched videos of me and mila laughing and videos of the three musketeers, heaven, mila, and me. i laughed which made more tears bounce out of my eyes. god how much i missed them. i just wanted my bestfriends back. as i was closing my laptop so i could cuddle up in my blankets and fall asleep, there was a knock on my dorm room. i hoped it wasn't a dorm master, aka a teacher that roams the dorm hallways and makes sure no one is ditching class. she opens each and every dorm room checking for students each morning, and each afternoon. i opened the door to see mila, heaven, and billie. i back away from the door kind of shocked. they all walked in and billie closed the door.
"i'm sorry. i overreacted just because of a stupid fucking girl and i shouldn't have hit you and i've been crying about it for weeks and i just need something to smoke and i got back into self harm and i've been skipping class which obviously the teachers have noticed and they've been telling my therapist and i can't have her put me on suicide watch again because that will be horrible for me and everyone surrounding me and i just..i just.."
"stop." mila cut me off with a tear down her cheek. "i love you. so much. you don't understand how much i miss you, i care for you so much and i really don't want to ever lose you again, you didn't overreact. i deserved what i got, i called my bestfriend a liar for christ sakes. i'm sorry. forgive me."
i smiled and hugged her, we both let out a few soft sobs before letting go of the hug and laughing. heaven joined in and me and him had a hug too. but billie was standing there just watching us, and i noticed.
"billie you can join in on this hug if you want, we don't bite." i smirked.
"what if this stupid girl wants you to bite?" billie was mocking how i called her stupid earlier, and winked when she said that.
"back off straight girl." i smiled at her.
fuck. i don't want her to be straight.
we all laughed and then group hugged, i don't think i've ever been happier to be in that dorm room in my life.
billies pov
*one month later*
"bro you bozo gay ass whore get your fucking ass off my dick." i was getting annoyed after naomi had been straddling me for the last 5 minutes.
"shut the fuck up, i don't know who you think you're talking to."
i tried to push her off harder and harder but she kept readjusting herself.
"this is fucking rape."
"not really billie, if you would just give me back my damn phone, i'd get off you."
"you're legitimately riding my dick right now i hope you know that, and i'm not giving you back shit until you promise me you'll delete the video of me giving you a hickey naomi!"
"why does it matter if i don't delete it billie?!"
"because if that shit gets out my parents will freak out and probably take me out of here and put me in juvenile detention."
"that can't be as bad as this place in all honesty."
"you're probably right. but listen, you have three fucking hickeys and three videos of me, mila, and heaven all giving you each one of them. why can't you delete just mine and keep theirs?!"
"it's more fun this way." she teased.
last night, friday, we were all hanging out. just the usual people. mila, naomi, heaven, and me. we played a bunch of board games and watched disney movies, and we all weirdly decided to give each other hickeys because they all had never had one, besides me, and they all wanted one. so i demonstrated on naomi how to give someone a hickey, i mean..i'm not complaining that i had to give naomi a hickey at all. she's hot, and was even hotter in a long ass tee-shirt that went down to her knees and nothing else besides some lacey sexy ass underwear and a bra under everything, i swear she was teasing me. although..unknowingly teasing me because she still thought i was straight, thanks to mila of course.
naomi and i had become really fucking close since we all made up, which gave me an excuse to hang out with her more and more alone, and with our friends. she knew a lot about me and i knew a lot about her. she still refuses to tell me anything about her ex though, which i understand. but anyways, i started to catch feelings for her after like the 3rd week of hanging out with her and then one night when we were alone together we were cuddling.
obviously her spooning me meant nothing to her because she thinks i'm just a straight girl who likes to cuddle..but just because it meant nothing to her doesn't mean it didn't mean anything to me. that night she fell asleep wrapped around me and i started crying because i realized that i really fucking liked her, and it was very difficult to like her when i knew i wasn't aloud to tell her anything yet. now, i have the biggest fucking crush on her and i can't do shit about it. i fell in love with my best damn friend.
"billie, can i pretty please have my phone baby?"
"say you love me." i smirked.
"billie eilish pirate baird o'connell, i love you with every bone in my body. now, can i please, with cherries on top have my phone back?"
i wanted to say no with every sense in my body because god damn it was hot to let her straddle me, even if i was annoyed about it. if we were together right now, i don't even know what i would do to her..but it would leave her begging for more.
"okay, fine my love." i finally gave in, sadly.
"thank youuu!" i handed her the phone and she smiled before she placed a kiss on my cheek. "i'm going to head out now, i'll see you in class later bils, text me if you need anything please."
i nodded at her and watched her walk out of my dorm. i missed her already.
