seventeen.

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billies pov
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so i hadn't talked to naomi in two days, i would see her at school but she would walk the other way or not sit with me and then they kicked me out of their fucking lunch gang table bullshit. so now, i've been hanging out w these edgy e-boys and e-girls. shit man naomis missing out they're much more fun.

to be honest, fuck naomi. fuck mila. fuck heaven. if they wanna go and do their own shit..so fucking be it. i was in love with naomi and i thought she was i love with me as well, but just fuck me in the ass i guess.

of course i care, but fuck them. plus i've met a pretty cute e-girl who i could wife up anyways. i decided not to tell naomi about mila. i couldn't bare it. instead i just let it go, just like i let our relationship go.

well..we never officially broke up yet.

"billie! babygirl! princess!" i heard kai calling me from the other side of the classroom. i guess the bell had just rung for lunch because everyone was gone. i zoned out, again.

i walked over to her and smirked at her, kai was the e-girl all the e-girls wanted to be. she wore chains on her pants, chains on her neck, cargo pants of every fucking color, striped sleeves under her shirts, and had clothes thrifted from every thrift store you could ever fucking imagine.

she has also been helping me mentally through this bullshit going on, and she's been helping me out physically to, ive fucked her in the janitors closet a few times, and also i let her have the key to my dorm so she fucks me in the middle of the night right when i wake up..she also gives me xans but that doesn't matter.

"cmon baby!" she grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the classroom, we ran past almost 20 kids and pushed through everyone in the cafeteria to get to our table.

"hi bil!"

"billie!"

"william! my dude!"

"eyelash!"

"willie irish! come give me a hug!"

everytime i came to lunch i got greeted by five people. they all had different names for me. the girl who called me willie was my favorite besides kai, her name was julian. she's absolutely amazing, i adore her.

i walked over there and hugged her, she's like the mom of our group.

"hi love! how are you? how's your day?! i have tylenol in my bag if you need it!" she kissed my forehead and i just giggled.

"kais xans will do just fine for me." i patted julies head and hopped over to the other side of the table to sit next to kai, i put my hand on her thigh and squeezed it, she looked at me and kissed me..of course as always slipping me her soft tongue to bite on.

*ding*

my phone buzzed, i picked it up.

"nay baby"

i cringed at the fact i hadn't changed her name in my phone yet.

i smiled at my lock screen though, it was a photo kai sent me on snap one day.

did i really wanna open it? no.

was i going to? yeah.

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