~Unspoken mess~

"They're just words"

I get called "weak" by my mother.
All because I'm not as strong as her.

I got called "worthless" by my father.
I guess that's why he left.

I get called all these things. And I tell myself they aren't true.
But what if they are?

I get called "skinny" by my sisters. All because I don't eat as much as they do

I get called "dumb" by my brother.
All because I can't finish my stupid math homework on time with the rest of the class.

I still get called all these things. I used to tell myself that they weren't true.
But now I think they are.

I get called "shy" by my teachers because I don't want to talk.
I have no reason to talk
to people that don't even want to listen.
They don't even care.

I get told "to move on" cause these things shouldn't effect me. That they shouldn't matter.
But they do effect me.
And they do matter.
And most importantly, they hurt me.
They hurt me so much.
They're just little words saying little things.

but those "little words" mean big things to me.

~k.w.a.v
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I took the picture above^^^