SINFUL

12

6 months later

renjun finally had the gut to tell jeno that he loves cross dressing. well, not really. he actually is scared to tell jeno that he loves cross dressing. the he loves using skirts and pink things.

he sat in jaemin's bed, shivering. its cold in their whole  house because it's air conditioned, but he's sweating. too much sweat in his forehead and neck.

jaemin was searching for renjun because he told jaemin that he's confessing today. it's sunday. so, he doesn't have to leave for work.

"injun? injuuuun?" jaemin searched for renjun.

"where are you? i thought you were going to—" when jaemin opened the door and saw renjun sweating as hell and kept on fiddling his fingers and is also almost about to cry.

"hey, hey. come on, you have to calm down. or you'll cry in front of jeno. we've been friends for years. what could go wrong?" jaemin ran to renjun and hugged him to his chest while caressing his side.

renjun just broke down.

"h-he knew me for being straight. and as his best friend.
n-not like this." renjun's voice cracked, trying to hold back his tears. he's still not comfortable showing his tears. he always cries alone and he's not used to cry with somebody.

"hey. you have to let go of those tears. you have to let your body calm down. or you'll get weak." jaemin said and kissed his forehead.

When he felt that renjun cried comfortably, he continued to talk again.

"that's exactly my point. he knew you since we were kids. for years. he accepted you for who you are. treated you as a real family and now he's your boyfriend. why can't he accept you now that you're his boyfriend? knowing jeno, he'd accept you." he said and looked at renjun in the eye.

renjun calmed a bit, but he still felt... afraid. he's afraid that jeno would leave him for cross dressing. for wanting to look pretty.

renjun nodded and was about to leave the room when jaemin stopped him.

"W-why? is there something wrong? have you change your mind? do you now think he's gonna hate me—"

"hey, hey. it's not that. you'll confess looking like that?" jaemin asked looking at his clothes. he should prove that he's cross dressing.

"y-you want me to change? in front of him? i-i-i can't—"

"YOU CAN. now come with me." jaemin said and walked straight through renjun's things.

"y-you're gonna dress me?" renjun asked, looking at jaemin with his soft eyes.

"yes, cutie." jaemin responded while searching for the right clothes for renjun.

jaemin gave renjun a white hoodie and a pink mini skirt, with pink thigh highs with a mini ribbon in it. he looked a hundred times adorable than he usually is. and of course, his sweater paws made jaemin put renjun in his pocket.

renjun was confused. how did jaemin know how to match clothes and how did he know it'll look good.

"your face says it all, renjun. okay, remember why i wasn't able to join you for months when you asked to play? because mom always tags me with her to work. thats her work. she thought i loved tagging along so she didn't stop until i told her to."

"but i didn't say anything..." renjun excused.

"oh shut up." jaemin said and kissed him.

"are you sure this is a good idea because—"

"SHH. fine. i'm coming along so you won't cry." he joked.

renjun is behind jaemin. since he's smaller than jaemin you couldn't really see him. so when they entered jeno's room, jeno was looking at jaemin weirdly. not knowing that renjun's behind him.

"renjun wants to talk to you about something." jaemin said.

"okay? then why are you here—"

jaemin moved aside to reveal a cutely dressed renjun behind him, who's looking on the floor.

jeno stood up, his jaw dropped. and is about to drool.

jaemin smirked when he saw jeno's tent in his boxers. he knew this was coming.

"i-i knew this was a bad idea!" renjun turned around and was about to run until jeno caught the end of his skirt and pulled him.

he pinned renjun against his wall, and kissed him hungrily. full of love and lust.

jaemin thought of an idea, although he knows it'll hurt him, he'd still do for he loves renjun and jeno.

"i'll give this to the both of you." jaemin said, and fake smiled at the both of them.

before jeno and renjun could even talk, he left the room, a tear leaving his eye.

they thought jaemin was okay with it, so they continued their business.

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