SINFUL

19 <a little ot21 special>

[ a/n: press the photo above ^_^ ]

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jeno and renjun just accepted the fact that jaemin is in a coma. but they believed that jaemin could hear them so they stayed by his side. tried to talk to him even though he couldn't respond.

days, weeks, month and years passed. their sweet jaemin is still not waking up. but both of them never gave up. their apartment felt so empty. nobody's cooking good food for them. nobody's nagging. nobody does it like jaemin. they are broken.

their other friends would visit him all the time. they have 18 more friends and all of them always visit him. and they never got tired of it.

when jungwoo heard that jaemin's in a coma, he cried for hours. of course all of them cried but not as long as jungwoo. they were friends for a lonh time too but jungwoo's tears are just endless. they were trying to calm him down but he just cried harder. some of them are already laughing at him for not stopping and some just found it adorable. especially his boyfriend, lucas. (a/n:luwoo for life or change my mind?)

when they first visited jaemin, doyoung was worried for jeno. jeno looked like he has been crying for days and and not been eating and sleeping at all. both of them lost weight and looked weak. all of them noticed it.

"renjun, jeno. you lost weight. have you been even eating or sleeping at all?" taeyong asked them since him and doyoung have talked about it.

both of them gave a little smile, "we're fine. we couldn't leave jaemin. we have to look after him." renjun said.

"we can still go on." jeno added.

"have you seen yourselves? you look like zombies." hyuck said.
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jeno and renjun always celebrate jaemin's birthday in his room along with the others. they celebrated christmas, mew year and other holidays with jaemin. they never left him. they stayed. they are already 27 years old. it has been 7 years. jaemin is still not waking up.

and jaemin never left their sides as well. jaemin's there whenever they celebrate. jaemin saw their pain. but as time passed by, he gets weaker and weaker. not just his body but also his spirit.

someone talked to him, if you're dying, even your spirit gets weak. his life support is the only thing that keeps him alive. he saw how pain is always in their faces. he's sorry. very sorry.

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jeno and renjun were sleeping beside jaemin, when they had the same dream.
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jeno's point of view

i'm in a quiet and cold place. there's nothing but this tree beside me. i couldn't see anything else. until i heard somebody beside me moving.

"renjun?" jeno kind of screamed.

"what are you doing here?" both of them said.

"where are we?" jeno asked as he helped renjun get up.

"i don't know. but i'm about to go to that tree." renjun said. they both were heading at the same place.

it looked near, so we thought it's just a walking distance. we had to walk for which felt like hours.

when were were near the tree, we saw a boy sat under it. so we went where the boy is.

turned out to be...

"NANA?!" we both screamed.

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