Remember when we used to play
And how I would always stay
I remebered you on that particular day
How time could make us waste away
Back in the past, now time is so fast
"I wish this day would forever last"
Is it really that fun to have you pursue me?
Is it really that fun, when you just delude me?
In front of your true one,
Every part of me gone
Way back then
You were my "friend"
But I realized it just had to end
This fakeness, this fraud, this false hope
I thought you gave me a hand to lend
Filling me with hope every message you send
You knew I was grim
So you held on my limb
"Our chances are slim"
Or I thought it was
You planned this for a fake "us"
I didn't know you were inclined
Because to me you were so kind
But at the time I was just blind
Now I resigned
Is it really that fun, to go out with me?
Is it really that fun, to laugh so nonchalantly
We laughed together, helped each other
Was that just an act
You used me, in fact
I was too gullible to notice
To see his hand on your pelvis
I thought it was true
But I had no clue
I was a fool to believe
All these tricks in your sleeve
Friend,best friend, girlfriend?
It all has to end
Isn't that right, "friend"?
I was humiliated
So you can be satiated
I loved you,
So why,
Can't you?
Was it my fault?
"Yes, it might've been"
Is what I was always thinking
But every second of me blinking
My mind has been sinking
Finding, Reasoning, Loving..
I blamed myself for everything
I became your shield
Waiting for you to be healed
But I, nobody ever helped me
Why can't you see
I was the closest yet why
Is your eyes fixated to the sky
You left without saying goodbye
No questions why?
You knew who I was
The type to shut up without a fuss
To think it was all my fault
I hid my heart in a vault
I opened up and my life came
To a halt
A week later
I saw you once more
I might've been too naive
Cause even after all this
I still loved you to bits
I saw you with another guy
So I never once again said "hi"
As my heart needs to mend
Thanks to you
My dear "friend"
