(To clarify, this isn't real just one of my thoughts :^ )
I always took time for granted
This perception of mine was a sign
That the clock was ticking
Faster than it should've been
"Karma" might be the right word
Wanting to die and be free like a bird
I took after my grandfather
This illness called "Cancer"
This is my forever burden
Thought I could live old with my brethren
But this has limited my life
Smiles and laughs to hide this secret
This secret of a guy who has nothing
Nothing to remember him by
An epitome of boring
That is me, with a dream of flying
I guess God has granted my wish
But I can't help but count the time
The time I have left, "at most 10 years"
It will all go by so quickly
Had an X-ray to confirm the suspicion
It's just too ironic like superstition
God probably heard what was in my mind
All I have left is to cut all ties
So, sorry but we can't be together
I can't live with you forever
I won't tell you why but don't hate me for it
I want you to forget about me and our history..
I used to question why others left their significant other..
I thought it was so stupid but now I know
I love you which is why
I don't want you to see me
when I say my final goodbyes..
I'll cherish our time when we were one
So go ahead and forget this one
This one guy who stays quiet in his mind
This one guy who will love you 'till the end of his time...
