One year. My high school crush was older by a year. Sadly he's no longer a High school crush. More like crushing on a College boy. I just wish he would notice me.
I woke up to the boys jumping on my bed, before I hear a thud, I get looking seeing that Lian and Matt on the floor groaning.
"What happened?" I asked. "You freaking made us fall because you moved your feet pushing us back." Lian groaned.
"Sorry, what'd you guys want?" "We want food. Mom and dad left without making us food." Matt said. I rolled my eyes.
"What'd you guys have in mind?" I asked. "Pancakes." They said. I sighed before getting up and tying my hair and making pancakes.
I look at the clock 6:15. I got this.
The boys just watched me. "You know... you're gonna have to learn how to cook." I said looking at them. They looked each other before laughing. "Us? Cook? Pleaseee... that's why We'll have girlfriends." Lian said.
"What girlfriends? You'll be lucky even to have a friend that's a girl." I said laughing. Matt joined me. Lian pouted.
Soon enough I finished and gave them food stealing one from Lian. "Im gonna shower!" I yelled going to shower.
By the time I get out it's 7:05. I got 30 minutes to get the boys to school. I quickly blow dry my hair and get dressed:
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(I know it ain't chantel, but pretend it is) I grab my book bag, phone, laptop, and jacket in case. I rush downstairs making sure everything is off and make sure the boys have everything before speeding to their school.
I drop them off speeding to my school. I get their with 5 minutes to get my school stuff.
"You Look like you had a rushing morning." Jordan said. I sighed. "If only you knew." I said. "What happened?" He asked.
"My mom and dad left without making breakfast. So the boys woke me up at 6:10 ish. I made pancakes like at 6:15. By the time I got done it was like 6:45. Got in the shower. Got our by 7:15 ish. Dropped them off at school in time. Made it here on time." I ranted. He just nodded.
The girls came up. "Savannah you still look good." Lia said. I rolled my eyes. Before heading to my classes.
~ After school I go pick up the boys and drop them off at my grandmas and grandpa. I drive to McDonald's grabbing Stassie and I food.
Once I get to the house. I realize it's the guys house. I forgot she lived with them. I sighed preparing myself to see Jack.
I walk in being greeted by Stassie first. I smiled and handed her food. We sit in the kitchen. I get my laptop out turning on the conjuring. I literally couldn't go 10 minutes without Stassie jumping making me jump also.
I eating my fries when I realized I was done with mine so I started taking Stassies. She didn't realize until I stole the last fry. We just ended up laughing. We go outside to finish the movie enjoying the nature at the same time.
Once the movie was over, she turned to me. "What?" I asked. "Whats going on between you and G?" She asked. I turned away staring off somewhere else. "Nothing. We just stopped talking."
She scoffed. "Okay... jack and you were perfectly fine at the game. Then you just left with Kylie and never talked to him." She said.
"Stassie... i really don't wanna talk about it." I said. She gave me a look which made me tell her.
I sighed. Knowing if I didn't tell her... she wouldn't leave it alone. "I was looking for jack after the game. When I did he was kissing someone else." I said.
"He probably didn't even mean to, that person probably meant nothing." She said. "No they did because it was.... Gracie." I said whispering 'Gracie.'
Then she made an 'o' shape. "What?"
"Well.. you se-.... I can't tell you Savannah. It's not my position to tell you. Jack will tell you." She said. I rolled my eyes, closing my laptop.
"Is that the reason why you wanted me to come over.. so you could find out and not tell me anything." I said frustrated. "No! Of course not! I just wanted to know... jack hasn't really said a lot to us." She said.
"Well it's not my problem." I said grabbing it and heading toward the door. Stassie followed me. Right as I got to entrance the door opened. Revealing him.
Why now? Jesus help me. I rolled my eyes turning to Stassie. "That was not planned I swear." She said.
"Savannah... What are you doing here? I-I didn't know you were coming." He rushed fixing his hair. I laughed at his cuteness in my mind.
"Nothing... I'm leaving now." I said trying to walk past him but he got in my way. "Well can we talk before you leave?" He asked. I nodded my head hesitating at first.
He put his hand on my lower back, walking me back outside to where Stassie and I were sitting. We just stood in front of each other.
"What's going on, Savannah?" He asked. Like if he cared. "You've ignored my text messages, you left without saying goodbye." He added.
"I needed space away from here." I said without thinking. "What?" Fell out of his mouth.
"I needed to get my mind off some things... so I went with my friends to the lake and had fun. That's what you wanted me to do." I said. He sat down. His head in his hands. I guess processing this?
"You needed to get your mind off of 'things' That doesn't explain why'd you ignore me?" He said. I couldn't take it. It was like he was blind.
"Oh my god, jack! I saw you kissing Gracie after the football game. It's none of my business I know, but you literally invited and begged me to come to your game. Only to fucking ditch my friend and I. Making us look stupid! Especially me with your jersey on." I said before running back inside and out the front door and into my car.
I didn't see Jack, but sure enough Stassie and Sammy Came. Stassie Just hugged me, I was getting watery eyes. I pulled away driving to fucking McDonald's parking lot.
"I need to be honest with you two." I said. "Okay." They said.
"I'm not in college." I said. "Well you know... college and university are kinda the same thing to me." Sammy said making me laugh.
"No Sammy... like I don't got to college, university, or online. I'm in fucking highschool. Fucking Westside high school." I said crying even more.
They stayed quiet leading me to talk more.
"Jack fucking thinks I'm some fucking college Mavericks girl. Only because I went to a college party that we met by accident. I spent like 7 years trying to get Jack to notice or like me through highschool and middle school. Nope. Zero. The one time he does he doesn't see me every weekday." I said.
"Oh my god! I remember you more now! Your the one girl who would always stare at us, well more like G." Sammy said.
I laughed but nodded. "I really really liked jack. I want to tell him I'm in high school, but like... I don't even think jack wants to date a freaking high school student." I ranted. "If you don't want him to realize you don't like him... then just make up excuses for some action. Like today say "it's humiliating when you begged me to come, then you ditch a friend to go makeout with someone else. It's humiliating." Stassie said.
"I think I did." I laughed. They joined me. "I need a strawberry shake with fries." I said pulling into McDonald's drive thru. They laughed but got something too.
I drove them home before driving myself home and going to my room to shower and finish some homework. Then of course... going to sleep to end this nightmare.
•••• I honestly In love with this chapter. Let me know what you think of this.
