Forever & Always <3

Chapter 15: Whats going to happen?

                        The Next Day

        "Mommy were is daddy?" Miya asked  "He is at home. All by himself." Mason said "Yes just for a little bit." I told them, I didnt know what else to tell them. That there mom and dad is haveing differences so I took you away from him.  I couldnt get mad at them for not knowing. "I want to go home and see my daddy." Miya said "Well you cant right now." I said not trying to get mad. "Go off and play please while I talk to your aunt." I said.  My phone kept blowing up from Zak texting me and twitting and facebooking me.  The last text was around noon "Nikki I am very sorry for what I did. Would you be kind enough to go on a date tonight to the first place we went to and this time alone?"  I giggled a little.   I texted back "Okay, I'll seee you then." I said  and went about the day with the twins and Brook.

        It was getting closer to the time to get ready for mine and Zak's  "Talk date". I looked in the bags and I didnt have anything "Date" material.  "Well, im not going." I sat and plopted on the bed. "Why aint you going sweetheart?" My Aunt said. "Because I have nothing to wear tonight." I replied "Then go look in my closet and stop being stuborn. You know just as well as I do that you want to go and work things out." Damn she is good. "Yes I do want work thigs out but I dont think that is going to work." I explained She looked at me like she wanted to smack me. "Listen, I didnt think it was going to work with some of the rat bastered I dated and no they didnt but atleast I tried instead of moping around the damn house all day eating ice cream." She was right, I needed to try with Zak. I wouldnt know unless I tried. You got to fight for what you want in life. "Ok, lets go raid your closet." I said. It was a good 20 minuts before I found somthing that really stood out to me. "Pick anything and here is my makeup bag im going to check on the children and see what they are doing." I nodded and Looked again and finally pick a floral printed dress. I looked at her shoes and found some cowboy boots to go with it. I went to the bathroom to change and put the makeup on. It took me about 25 minutes to get ready. "Are you ready babygirl?" she said  "Yes just a minute." I looked in the mirror one last time and said You got this girl and walked out. "Im ready!!" I said and spun around. "Beautiful babygirl. You look like you momma. That a girl thing incase your wondering." Looked at her and started tearing up. "Dont do that youll ruin your makeup sweetheart." She said and hugged me. "Thanks auntie." I said making a smile. I got a texted from Zak. "I'll meet you there in a little bit." I smiled a little. "Ok be there soon."

                Zak's P.O.V

        Wow, I honestly didnt think she would agree with me to go on this "Talk date" with me. I want to work things out with her but I dont think this is going to work. I love you her so much but I dont know if she feels the same way. I have to make this work with her. Not only for the kids but for me and her.  I just hope this goes well. N

                Nikki's P.O.V

        Ugh, I dont know if I could do this, but im already here no turnign back now. I walked Into the dinner and I didnt see Zak yet. I went to the waiter and asked if she has seen him, She excerted me to the table he had reserved for us. I waited there for a minute or two and then he arrived. I stood up and we hugged "hey." He said "Hey." I said and sat back down. "So how have things been for the past couple of days?" Zak asked "Alot of thinking." I said "Same with me." He said   I paused for a moment, then thought we are here to talk so might as well let it all out. "What have you been thinking about?" I asked "Umm. Thinking of what I did wrong to loose the most beautiful girl in the world. How stupid I could be to let her go. You might think im just saying this shit just to get you back. But it is true yeah  I want you back but Im not goin to force you to do something I dont want to. I love you Nikki and I would do anything for you. Yeah I made a mistake but thats what humans do. Im wiling to change for you Nikki I am willing to change my life around with you." he said I started to tear up I was speachless. He saw me blushing "Blush much." I looked at him and smiled "Not lately." I said giggling. "I missed that smile." He said "I missed your smile to." I said. "So how are the twins?" He asked "They are good, they have been asking for you alot." I said "Yeah I miss them running around the house all the time and messing it up." I laughed "I dont." He chuckled a little "So I have been thinking why dont we put the wedding on for real this time? No more waiting lets get married." I was speachless onces again. "OMG!!!! Yes. I have been waiting for this day." I said  "I thought so." we finished eating and walked out hand in hand. "So are you coming home tomorrow?" He asked "I think so. I'll pack mine and the twins stuff tonigt and get it ready and when I go get them after work ill drive them home." I explained "Alright, See you at work tomorrow." "Ok." Then he looked at me in the eyes and then down at my lips and kissed me. "Ive been wantting to do that for a while now." He said "Ive been waiting for that for a while." I said, we kissed agian and walked to our cars. I cant believe how well that went. Im getting married to no more waiting. My life is turning around and im likeing the turn around. Just as long as it stays this way it will be good.