Forever & Always <3

Chapter 8: What am I ganna do?

                                                The next morning

        The next morning I woke up cuddling with Aaron. It was nice and comfortable until I looked up at the door and saw Zak....... I didnt say anything I just kept staring at him."Are you going to explain yourself or you going to keep staring at me?" He asked "Are you going to explain yourself?" I asked him, Aaron stood up and said "I dont think she has to explain herself to you. More like you need to explain to her." I looked at Aaron, I never seen him this mad or Zak. "Alright stop." "Not until you explain." I looked at Zak then at Aaron "okay, You hurt me with words last night and Aaron stayed to comfort me. There I explained. Now whats your excuse for last night on the phone drunk." He looked at me and then put his head down. "Wow Nikki I am so sorry. I was really upset how you can talk to Aaron about this stuff but not me, Im your soon to be husband and if you cant talk to me then there is somethin wrong." He was right if me and him didnt have communication then what did we have. "I'm sick and tired of fighting with you and how everthing revolves around Miya. You have a son to ya know." Zak didnt know what to say so he walked downstairs. "So, whats going to happen between you and Zak? and are you going to tell him what happened last night?" at this I honestly didnt know. and what was Aaron on I was not going to tell Zak I had sex with him. "Umm, I dont know. and Im not telling Zak anything." He looked at me and didnt know what to say. I think he wanted me to be proud of what we did. Zak walked up stairs and into the door way. "So Aaron, You ganna show yourself out or will my fiance, or should I?" I looked at Aaron and he was getting mad and Zak was getting there to. "Knock it off Zak." I walked Aaron out and told him to text me. I needed Mary at this time but I know Zak would say something about that to. "Im going to Mary's and Nick's." I told Zak and I brought the twins for Peyton.  "Yeah, make sure to have fun with Nick to." Zak said as I was walking out. I just brushed it off and went to Mary's.

        When I got there no one was home. Maybe I should of called but I didnt want to stay in the house with him. So I went to the park with the twins. They seemed to have fun. When I got home dad and Zak were talking. I told the twins to go out and play. "I think you two need to talk. I'll go keep an eye on the twins." Dad said "I dont know what there is to talk about but ok." I said  Zak started the conversation "So nothing happened between you and Aaron?" He asked all sad "No, nothing happened. I mean we kissed but I told him that I have kids and a fiance so we stopped." "And what about the cuddling this morning?" He asked "He was only sleeping on the bed cause we were talking and we fell a sleep. and what about your phone call last night?" I didnt want him being the only one asking questions. "I was drunk and I didnt mean any of it." "You didnt bang any girls like you said you were going to?" I asked "No I got a hotel room and thought about you. Why would I do something like that when I have a beautiful Fiance?" He said making me feel quilty of what I did. "I dont know you seem very ligit on the phone but I think whats really bothering us is for the last 3 year and 9 months we werent able to go out and be ourself by ourselfs and have alone time." I said "Your right, maybe Mary and Nick can take the twins and dad can go to his friends and we can have our fun?" I thought that was a great idea. "That sounds great, but you have to promise one thing?" I said "And what is that?" "That we never  get this mad at each other ever again." He smiled at me and then we kissed "Alright." Zak said

                                2 Night later

        Me and Zak are finally getting our night out alone. We havent done this in 3 years and I think It is much needed. "Thank you guys." I told Mary and Nick they were taking the twins over night and me and Zak were going to have the house and the evening to ourselves. I hope nothing goes wrong. "Were are you talking me?" "Im not telling you until we get there." "Ugh fine." Zak started these new surprises thing even tho he knows I hate them. "Were here." I looked up "Awe its the restuant we came to on our first date with Mary and Nick." I said "Yeah, so I guess you can say this is our first date." Awe he can be an asshole but he sure know how to put a smile on my face. Dinner was great until the waiter decided to look at me funny and Zak went ape shit so we got kicked out. But I wasnt mad at him. We went back home and we put comfys on and sat on the couch. "This is wierd with out the kids running around." I told Zak "Yeah, It is." I was cuddling up next to and he put his hand on my tickle spot and I jump. "You ok?" He asked "Yeah your hand was on my tickle spot." I told him "I thought you told me that you werent ticklish anymore?" He asked with a smirk on his face "Umm, Im not ha got you." I said trying to cover up what I just said. I layed back down and got comfy. Zak put his arm around and soon after that he was tickling me. Like the old times when we were nothing but fun and no fighting. Not saying the twins were a bad thing but thats when it went down hill. After he was done tickling me we kissed passionatly. Without breaking the kiss he turned the tv off and walked to the stair. Then he picked me up bridal style to the room. I guess you can say all the problems were resolved..... I hope....