"Awww baby come here."
"DAD STOP!" The bone chilling screams pierce through the night air.
"SHUT UP!" His bare hands squeeze and rub against me every way they shouldn't.
Thrust after thrust.
Moan after moan.
Scream after scream.
Never ending resent and hatred towards the man who once dared to call himself my daddy.
A slap here, a slap there.
One kick, two kicks.
One grunt in pain after another.
Disbelief growing in my soul at how cruel he is.
"Baby girl just a little more."
"Stop squirming you bitch."
"I hate you so much I wish your mother never got pregnant."
The words burning into my brain. My heart shattering into a million pieces.
"AHHH STOP IT GO AWAY!!!!!!!!" I sit up rapidly and screech with my hands on my ears and my legs thrashing around desperately. My chest rises and falls and I crawl out of my bed, covered in sweat.
The nightmares never leave me. I'm scarred forever. He did this to me. I hate him.
Without thinking, my feet bring me to the refridgerator. My fingers find the grip of a beer bottle and opener. I flick through television channels but fail to find anything reasonable. So instead I sit there. I sit and drink my alcohol and wait for the next day of hell and bad memories to pass by.
A/N- a little flashback to her dark past....sorry I haven't been updating....enjoy my lovelies :)
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Not Okay
Fanfiction"This isn't right Luke, leave me alone. I'm just not okay and you deserve someone better." "I don't care Scarlett. I'm not going anywhere."
