It's Complicated

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Michael left a few hours later.
After Luke stormed out on me I cried for a few minutes into Michael's chest and explained my situation. He understood and listened, making me like him even more.

Soon after I had regained my composure, Michael and I made out a bit more, in hopes to forget the dramatic morning. He left me his number and left around lunch time.

That's when I decided to call Luke.
The phone rang, and rang, and rang. Right as I was about to give up he picked up.

"Hello?" His voice cracked as he spoke and it made me feel even more guilty.
"Could you quit crying and get your ass over here," I mutter and run my hand through my blonde locks.

No more words were exchanged so I assumed he was on his way here.
Confirming my thoughts the bell rang 10 minutes later.
"Hey." I pursed my lips and took in his appearance. His eyes were bloodshot and hair messy.

We both sat in silence staring at each other for a good 5 minutes before he sighed and spoke.
"Scarlett why did you do this to me?"

"To be fair Luke, we aren't together so it's not like I cheated on you. I warned you to forget about me because I'm an insane mess who is obsessed with getting drunk and banged."

"IT DOESNT MATTER! You lead me on to think I had a chance with you. I could've helped you get better but now I see you're much better without me." He stood up and started pacing towards the door but I was able to slip in front of him and place a hand on his chest.
"Don't talk like that. You should've known I wouldn't change for you. Lucas God dammit why can't you see how screwed up I am?!" I began to run my fingers through my hair and tears swelled in my eyes.

"SCARLETT TAKE A DEEP BREATH!" He screamed at me as I sunk to the floor and began humming with my eyes closed.
I was losing it, having a nervous breakdown. I knew exactly what I was doing but I couldn't help it.
The next moment it stopped though.
Because then our lips were connected, moving in sync together.

We looked like a mess. Two insane teens making out on the floor after screaming at each other.
Luke's hands ran down my arms and back to my cheeks, caressing my head as our lips smashed together.

When we finally separated I was out of breath and he was too.

"Scar, I know you've had a tough past but I swear I can help you, please just l-"

"Shut up and kiss me Luke."

And with those words I grabbed him by the collar and we kissed once more. But this time it was different. This time it was out of passion, and trust forming between us. I finally felt like I could get better.

I felt safe.

A/N- hey guys! Thanks for reading hope you enjoy!

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