Not Okay

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Luke walks a few steps ahead of me towards our ride.

"Luke! What the hell was that?!" He whips around to face me and I see tears forming around his blue orbs.

"Scarlett I know I lied. But I couldn't sit there and pretend we weren't a thing. I mean what are we exactly? We can't just be friends, no I've come too far for that. I love you Scarlett."

"Luke," I take a deep breath before I say the next line. "I love you too."

"So are we a couple now?"

"Yes we are." I smirk and run into his open arms.

We buckle into the car and begin to drive back to my place.

"But 5 months really Luke? A week wasn't good enough?" He throws his head back and laughs and I do the same.

Another minute and he parks outside my home.
"Alright babe, here you are."

"Come inside with me." He doesn't even bother declining and almost drags me to the door faster than I can.

I unlock the front door and kick off my pumps as soon as possible.

"Now what?" Luke whines.

I don't say a word though. All I do is link his arm in my own and pull us both onto the couch. We snuggle and turn on the television. The only movie playing was Toy Story 3 on Disney channel, but it didn't matter. Neither of us paid much attention to it anyways. We just stayed wrapped in each other's warm bodies.

This is the first time I actually felt better. That I genuinely felt new and fresh.

Over the course of the movie Luke and I would share kisses. That lead into some heavier making out. Halfway through the film, Luke pulled back from me and muted the television.

"Are you sure you want to do this again? This is a new you and your first date remember." He smirks at me.

I push a loose strand of hair behind my ear and bite my lip.

"I'm positive Luke. I love you and want you to know that. I know it's not exactly my virginity, but I want to do this because you've helped me become this different person." He only nods and pulls me back down to his lips.

My dress bunches up as I straddle him.

"You're so beautiful, and sexy, and perfect Scar." He whispers.

And in that moment it's just us. The only light is the glow of the screen in the background, where everything else in my house is pitch black.
The only noise is our lips smacking against each other's bodies and irregular breathing patterns mixing.
The only movement is our bodies pressed together. My hands grabbing him all over and clamping onto his hair. His figure hovering over me and sending electricity between us.

And once we've both reached the end, Luke rolls off of me and carries me bridal style to my room.

We both climb under the covers and the drift to sleep in peaceful silence.

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