[Tin x Can] If Only I Could Trust

Chapter 6: Part 2

A/N: Short chapter guys. Next one will be action packed. Just warning you!

The next few days without seeing Can in person were hell for me. Of course, the test came back that I was doing cocaine and now I have been confined to my room. I knew my brother would rig it. I was also transferred to homeschooling. In retaliation, I scanned my room and found all of the cameras and mics and destroyed them. 

I started wondering how the hell Tul got in my room to even set them up. As far as I know I'm the only one who had a key. Then again, I did use a family company to change the lock. I'm sure Tul bribed them. He undoubtedly had everyone wrapped around his finger.

My father did as he promised and blocked all the numbers and apps besides Can's. Granted I didn't have many people in my phone as is but it was just an added reassurance to my father. I'm sure he installed an app to watch my conversations as a precaution. 

Out of spite, I was going to give him something he could never get out of his head for life. I couldn't and wouldn't lash out at him physically or verbally so I had to play a mental warfare. I had made a promise with him that he couldn't let Tul monitor me and if it had to be done I wished it would be him only.

Smirking I opened my phone. Taking a picture I sent it to Can. Within record time he replied back.

Can: Jesus fucking holy Christ! 

I sent him a picture of me shirtless. I had pulled my shorts down a little without really exposing anything. Enough to turn him on. In return he sent me one as well. It was simple but it lit that fire inside me that only he could get rid of.

Can: Are you sure you can't escape? 

Tin: I'm sure. 

Can: Urggg what will I do? Let's face time! 

I chuckled. Even now he's horny as hell. I smirked again and pressed on his phone number.

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As much as I didn't want anyone to see us, I was desperate to have my calls to myself. After a few days of those calls I was informed that they wouldn't be monitored anymore. I had never seen my father as uncomfortable as he was in the days leading up to that decision.

Since I had nothing better to do and was essentially kept a prisoner in my own home, after schooling Can and I spent all the time talking on the phone. This is when I noticed how much Can had to say. He always had a way of making me laugh with his rambling.

After the fifth day of confinement, Can caught me off guard and started asking me heavy questions. I wasn't one to lie so I hope that he wouldn't get hurt at some of the answers he received. I could tell he was starting to be upset this time.

'I just realized that you never used protection with me. I was talking to Ae and he was saying protection is important. How many people have you been with Tin?' There. He asked the one question I hated to answer.

'Are we doing this now?' I sighed.

'Of course! I need to know.' He insisted.

'I don't have anything. Before I decided to do anything with you, I checked. Also it had been a while since I was with someone. I also checked after, then. I didn't have anything either. I had a wild life before you Can. I didn't do drugs but I did sleep around and do sexual things a lot.'

'I see.' He said with a bit of pain in his voice. 'Still, how many?'

'Over 25 people.' I closed my eyes knowing we were about to fight.

'25!!! How the fuck... hmm... were they better than me? Well of course they were, I'm sure they were more experienced than I am...after all.'

'I only had a few long term sex partners but I did get a lot of blowjobs.' I don't know why I volunteered that information. It was intended to make him feel better but I realized too late that it would have the opposite effect.

'So you like that huh? I'll do alot of that next time. What do you like about it?' He inquired seriously.

'You don't have to, Can.' He really didn't.

'I said I want to so I will. You don't want me to do it? Is that it?' I clenched my jaw, here he goes.

'I never said-' I heard Can's breathing increase.

'I have to go.' And with that he hung up.

Why did I have to be honest huh?

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Can hadn't called me as he usually did and I know I should give him space but I missed him. He was mad at me for stupid reasons and probably thinking of dumb things. How can he be upset with what I did before him? 

I usually would start ignoring the person doing the same but Can had dug so deep in my life that I couldn't intentionally hurt him. I had to go to him. But how? I tried the door and it was bolted from the outside. I was like a caged animal.

I knocked on the wood and a timid 'yes master' was given.

'Oh, it's you.' I could never forget that voice. How did they let this idiot guard me? 'Open this door and come in. I need your help.'

Very quickly I heard the lock sliding back and as soon as I pulled the boy in, his eyes widened. His lower lip trembled as if he thought I was going to hit him, which I should. I shook my head at him when I felt he was going to yell for help.

'I'm not going to hurt you Paul. Unless you don't help me get out of here.' My eyes glinted with a hint of anger. How dare he even come back here and definitely for this reason.

I quickly learned when I came back home that Paul was the reason that I was trapped. He betrayed me. In England I had let my guard down while drunk. I knew that he might be leaking information to my family but I made a stupid decision because I thought we were similar. Honestly, he was one of the main reasons I couldn't trust anyone.

He grew up just like me. Unwanted, unloved, and not needed. So I thought for once that I could have an ally. Little did I know that he was watching every move that I made and reporting back to Tul. After he snuck me out tonight he confessed to everything that happened recently. How he broke into my room and planted drugs. How he searched it everyday for alcohol. He reported back to my brother about how much I drink and if I was truly doing drugs. Which we all know that my brother knew for certain that I wasn't. It was a lie that he made up to control the family, our employees, and more importantly, to control me.

I asked Paul what dirt he had on me and he reluctantly told me that Tul was going to come after Can. Go after Can? In what way? My heart sank quickly. If he touched him I would burn the house down with everyone in it. Even myself. Sadly, that's how much I found myself loving my boyfriend.

He then volunteered that he didn't want to hurt me but Tul was paying for him to stay employed and swore to blacklist him from working any place. Everyone was well aware that he had the power to do so. It was becoming more imperative that I had to get to Can at all costs.