[Tin x Can] If Only I Could Trust

Chapter 18: Part 1

I woke up to a harsh slap that came in contact sharply across my face. I winced at the pain in my head and the light attacking my now opening eyelids. Where the hell was I? My foggy mind was trying to play catch up when it all hit me in a rush. They have Can again. I violently began to twist against my bonds in hopes to loosen them. I heard a strained laugh before my head was jerked backwards by my hair.

'It's useless to fight Tin.' The sweet voice said. 'Your dear Can is already officially DEAD!"

I tried not to believe her but the pain still came. Why were we cursed to have such a bad life? Why was it so easy to separate us? Why the fuck was I such a weak person and letting everyone get away with it all? Whether Can is or isn't alive...he would want that to change. From here on out I wasn't going to let anything slide. I would do anything, say anything, be anything just to have him back in my life.

'He was just a guy to fuck anyways." I forced myself to spit out. 'What's it to you?'

Her incredulous look on her face set her back a few seconds. 'I..are you sure? The way you acted before, you were a love sick puppy. All I could think is that it should have been me. My child should have been yours.' Her face contorted in a sneer.

'I don't like children. Sorry. Isn't that obvious? I'm with someone who can't get pregnant. I prefer it that way. Who would want a kid with someone like you anyway? You're poor.'

'Ha...Isn't your ...wasn't your little bastard of a boyfriend poor?'

'Wife, he was my wife.'

'Right. And you say you don't care.' She bent over and placed a kiss on my lips. I stared daggers into her eyes and she laughed, slapping me again.

'I was just stating facts. If he's dead then I am free. He was clingy.' Sorry Can.

'Yes, I believe you in that. Even in his last breaths he was crying for you. Tin...Tin save me. It was so pathetic and disgusting to hear.' She sat down on my lap and I resisted the urge to buck her off of me. 'While being transferred from your main house to this place he continued to whine and cry for you. Slobbering and whimpering until he finally became noiseless.'

'That was Can.' I said calmly despite the turmoil inside of me.

'Do you even know why I'm doing this?'

'I guess this is the time when all the villains usually reveal their reasons. So state what you will.' She sneered at me before continuing.

'I love you. I always have loved you. I've been waiting for you. I told myself if you ever saw me again then it's fate. That we were meant to be since I know you went back home so far away. I've kept in contact with your wannabe mother, checking on you. She wasn't always nice but she would tell me anything I wanted to know. She hated your 'wife' and she said you were so in love with a man you defied them all for. She hated you anyway.'

'That's nothing new to me. I know she hates me. And she's not even my wannabe mother. She's worthless as anything.'

She laughed hard at that. 'Bitter much?'

'Just stating the facts of my life.' I shrugged.

'You really don't mind that man you say is nothing to you is dead?'

'I told you, I had been wanting to get rid of him. I was just doing it out of spite to my parents. I was sick of them controlling me. If I had found a decent woman again, like you, then I would have been with them, with you, again.' I could read the change in her eyes. I was giving the crazy bitch anything I knew she wanted to hear. 'I can say again, Can was just a cover. I still tried to date women, even had sex with them. Of course he didn't know about it. Also who doesn't become a love sick fool after I fuck them? Didn't you?' I made myself chuckle.

'We still have a chance?' The crazies eyes lit up like a matchbox.

'We do. If you want to try to be a couple you can't do these kinds of things. Since Can is dead then I will accept you in his place. You didn't have to do all of this, you should have asked me.'

At my last words she became like a cat in heat. She was all over me, rubbing her body in an enticing way, trying to get a physical reaction out of me. Despite my deep rooted disgust I played along. Panting I turned my head away from her lips.

'Not here. Not in front of your goons. Can't we go to your room or something? Alone? I don't mind them listening but I don't want them watching. Especially you. What's mine is mine, only.' This better fucking work.

Suspiciously she got off of my lap, staring at me intensely before snapping her fingers at a few guards.

'Take him to the main bedroom so we can be alone boys. I'll be there soon. Watch him closely until I get there.' She turned abruptly and walked quickly out of the room.

By gunpoint, I was snatched out of the chair, and dragged down the hall. My hands were tied behind my back still but at least my legs were free. The goons were snickering and talking amongst themselves about how they'd like to have sex with Sherrie themselves. She's lucky that they were on our family's payroll, or else I think that would happen whether she liked to or not.

Finally I was pushed into a room and they cut my hands free. I rubbed my sore wrists trying to bring life back to them. The pins and needles feeling of circulation returning was slightly painful. I looked around the semi-dark confines and found one lone window. Once I heard the key turn the lock in place behind me I rushed over to it and pushed back the curtains. I had to get out of here. I tried the window and it opened but I knew I couldn't go now or everyone would be alerted. Besides there was nothing to hold on to on the way down. I would at least need to tie up the sheets securely to climb. Right when I shut it back in place and stepped away, the telltale signs of the lock began to scrape again loudly in the quiet.

'Don't open this door and let me have my peace. Better yet, go to the 2nd floor and keep yourselves entertained. I have the alarm if I need you. This might take a while.' She had no shame. I realized even more so when she entered wearing only a sensual black robe and matching heels. I tried to hide my disgust when she untied it and underneath lay scantily see through underwear. In the past it would have been something I would have liked.

The other men gawked until she snapped at them and the door was shut. I could hear them scurry away like rats. So this is the power of the Medthanan's? To do as many evil things you can get away with. My silent reverie was interrupted when she began unbuttoning my shirt. On instinct I snatched her hands away. Before she could call for backup with the pendant alarm around her neck I took it off myself, then slipped off my belt and tossed them both to the floor. I unzipped my pants and grabbed her, throwing her over my shoulder before tossing her onto the bed below. If she wanted to be fucked she was going to get exactly that.

'You always did like it rough.' She panted.

'So did you.' I rose above her on the bed, spreading her legs simultaneously and slipping into the space there. Her eyes closed on instinct and in that brief moment was all the time I needed. I swiftly placed one hand over her mouth and the other yanked off the alarm and I threw it across the room. Her eyes flew open in shock and she tried to fight against my hold. My free had gripped the softness of her neck squeezing tightly.

My intentions were to get information from her but I must have blacked out in my anger. I looked down and Hin's sister was staring blankly up at me. Shakily I released her and lifted myself off of the bed. I had never hurt anyone in my life. Now I had made her child motherless, Hin sister-less, her aunt niece-less. My chest felt constricted and I felt sorry for what I had done. Would Can like what I had become in his absence?

Everything inside me wanted to go kill everyone to follow her but I knew that wasn't right. He wouldn't want me to become a murderer...even though I already was. I wasn't like my family. I only wanted to protect Can. Besides they were the ones turning me into this unrecognizable monster. The air in the room felt stifling and I had to decide quickly before I suffocated. What would he want me to do? He would find safety, he would call the police. I had to get to a phone.

(What Hin's sister looks like is in the pic above....ok ya'll. I'm sorry for making him kill her but it's pivotal to the story because those in the dark need to come to the light!!!! The power of Tin compels you lol)