[Tin x Can] If Only I Could Trust

Chapter 6: Part 1

AUTHOR'S NOTE: I feel like this is short but I hope it's ok. Let me know what you think. I feel like this writing of mine is crap lol

After the doctor left I followed the instructions he gave me. I had to give Can broth and he had to rest. I berated myself for overexerting him. There was no way that we were doing that again any time soon. To be honest, Can scared the crap out of me fainting like that.

In a way, it reminded me of what happened to me and how I fainted. Didn't I essentially put Can in the same situation? I sat down on the bed and bathed him with cool water. He didn't even budge. I sighed and laid in the bed with him.

It was getting late and I was starting to succumb to needing sleep. Kissing Can on the cheek, I moved his head into my chest. The extreme warmth emanating from his body caught me off guard briefly before I welcomed it. Pulling the sheet over us I drifted to sleep.

After a while, the sun woke me up and I sat up in bed. I looked at the clock. 10 am. I slept through my usual wake up time. Finally out of many years the cycle had been broken. I looked over at a sleeping Can. Is it because of this crazy white monkey?

As if on cue he rolled over, his eyes cracked slightly. He squinted against the sun but put his arms around my waist. I noticed his fever was broken. I felt his head and sighed in relief.

Can's hand started trailing down my stomach. He just got over being sick and he's already trying to turn me on. I took his hand and put it on the middle of my chest. It then began to brush over my nipple which aroused me a bit. I took his hand and put it on his chest. I watched as he began to play with his own nipples. With exasperation I got out of the bed.

'What's wrong?' Can winced as he sat up. 

'We don't have to do that every minute.' I barked out, mad at myself again.

'Take me home.' Can whipped off the covers and attempted to get up but once the pain hit he slid to the floor.

'See what I mean?! You can't even stand.' I helped him up but he smacked my hands away afterward and walked cautiously to the dresser where I had folded his clothes neatly. He eyed me with meaning as he took them and walked back. 'Stop acting like I didn't hurt you badly Can.'

'So what if you did. I loved it. Everything you did I want to do again.'

'No.' I shook my head. 

'You have a huge dick, that's true, but I wasn't used to it and I was already starting to get sick from the stress of the game and shit. Don't act like it's all you. Don't act like you can't stand to touch me!'

'Can.' I warned as he got hard all of a sudden. I undoubtedly deflowered a freak.

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A few more hours later I stared at a sleeping Can. He had a big smile on his face. How did he con me into having sex yet again? I had to start laying some ground rules. Fuck.

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'Wake up Can. It's time to eat before you go home.' I whispered in his ear.

He sat up right away at the mention of food. I laughed as he took the bowl, ravaging it. I had actually wanted to just spend time with him and go do things together. It seems that whenever we are alone we can't help but want each other. The weekend was filled with a lot of sex. More than I anticipated.

I think it might be because I love him. No, I am in love with him. That feeling is stronger and I never felt it before. It was a complete feeling. Being with this boy made me feel things I couldn't even imagine were possible before.