Maria and I

Dear maria 17

Dear Maria,

He buys his cigarettes at 12 to 1 in the noon time on weekends. 

On weekdays, he can be seen either enjoying bud outside his house or having a swim around 4 to 6 if he skips classes. That would only mean that he had too much to drink last night or that he had his usual dose of weed. 

If he attends classes, he'll be seen walking back home around 4 to 5 in the evening. 

If he's late for class usually on a Wednesday, he'll be seen rushing towards the building during noon at about 12 to 1. 

Only exits his house at 4-6 and is  back by 7 something. Latest seen was at 8p.m. 

Has four brothers and hangs out with a group of 6 guy friends. 

Likes wearing his shades that are brown in colour. 

Wears long pants always until his ankles. It never has a zip. Comes in the colour of grey. Has black boxers and usually is seen wearing yellow. Or occasionally white.

At night, he would wear slippers and head for his friend's block across the compound.

I miss him. He wouldn't acknowledge me anymore. He refuses to say hi.

He still remebers, he still talks about me... but its hard for me to understand because of our language barrier.

He loves kids ecspecially babies. Surprisingly a gentle liking for someone so reckless with his life.

I wish he'd ask how I was, I would want to hug him then.

But we're forbidden to ever seen talking. I want to though...But does he feel the same way? 

I think its stupid though...for me to have feelings for a person like this. He can't reach any of my standards at all! for goodness sakes, I have tons of other guys who look better than him than blood shot eyes and a crooked smile.

yet.

He's on the lock screen of my phone. I'm an idiot.

                                                                                                                Yours sincerely,

                                                                                                      The imprisoned princess.