the conversations started long, late nights of laughing and silliness. to simple and sweet, but never missing a day.
good mornings and goodnights.
stupid nicknames only lovers use.
hugs that lasted minutes.
whispers that raised goosebumps.
the news that hurt the most, you had to leave. we only have months left to enjoy, before you had to leave. but that didn't matter, we promised. nobody can break a promise, especially with a pinky attached.
but our time was cut short, by those simple words;
"that's so far"
i have to be professional, it wasn't anything serious.
it was only a month.
a smile will have to do.
a smile must do.
we still talk, but not like it was.
i miss the sound of your raspy night voice, telling me to go to bed.
i miss the feel of your hair, as the gel is fading out.
i miss you hands around my waist, as i stand on my tippy toes and you bend down, just for your favorite part of our night.
i miss you.
but there's no point. you're leaving.
you will forget about little old me.
you will move on, not worrying about my tear filled eyes.
you will find better, because someone always is.
but my heart still races when i see you.
i catch myself, searching for that fire engine red camero, with the white stripes. because when i see it, i know your safe.
but then i realize, i need to stop. because every time i catch a glimpse of red, a gut wrenching feeling takes over. you simply do not care.
i am not worth your trouble.
i'm just another girl.
and you're just another guy.
...
lmao hashtag played myself.!
love you guys
kass.
song somebody else - the 1975.
