Right now, I'm grounded. For a whole month. Because of my idiocracy to be cool and act out as a teenager. I went out when I wasn't supposed to with people I wasn't supposed to and now I'm not allowed to hang out with her anymore.
But I don't really care anyway, she's a snake and she always wants to talk about people and say that she's not ever going to talk to them again and then turns around to spending the night with them and telling them other peoples business.
But me spending more time by myself is great. I honestly love not having my phone because I get to think about my life more often and get to just keep to myself and not have to worry about which picture to post on Instagram or how many followers or likes I need to keep up with everyone else in my school.
I get to have some distance between me and my boyfriend. I love him and all but sometimes he's just too much. I don't like being touched all the time but he does. He wants to be close and cuddly but I don't really care for it. I'm fine with just sitting next to him and watching tv.
It just gives me some space with all the things that bother me most of the time. I talk to my family more and I'm just more energetic. I'm not drained with being on my phone too much. And I read more often. I love to read but I never have time between softball and doing a bunch of other things these days.
I just want to relax, ya know?
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I'm sorry this isn't really an anecdote but I just wanted to give you guys an update on my life
love kass
