Crazy in Love || A.I

Chapter 34

I walked into the empty art room only seeing Ashton throwing paint at the wall, I knew he wasn’t happy and I felt terrible.

“Hey” I said, Ashton looked at me and had his attention on the wall throwing paint again

“Hi”

“Ashton can we talk” he kept throwing paint not making eye contact with me

“Sure what do you want to talk about”? he said in an annoyed tone

“Can you at least look at me Ashton your making me feel bad” Ashton slammed the balloon full of paint on the ground making it back and I stepped back a bit.

“Fine you want to talk Shannon, let’s talk I haven’t seen you well hardly seen you in five months and I miss seeing you”

“Well I’ve finished my story”

“Yeah that’s fine but you’re going to get famous with this book and leave next thing you know you’ve left college”

“Ashton what has gotten into you”?

“Shannon you’ve been drifting away from me ever since this has happened and I just don’t think it’s working between us anymore” I felt my heart breaking slowly, I shook my head not wanting this to happen

“Ashton don’t do this”

“I’m sorry Shannon but this is how it’s going to be and it’s hard for me to do it because I know we’ve been waiting for the right time to say the L word to each other and I seriously do”

“Then don’t break up with me Ash, please” I said with tears streaming down my face, I was losing the one person I’ve been in love with ever and he was slipping through my fingers.

“I can’t believe you after everything we’ve been through your just going to through it away just like this, did this mean anything to you” I said almost yelling at Ashton

“It did mean something to me Shannon and you know that”

“Then why are doing this, this isn’t what I wanted to happen” Ashton walked towards me holding my hand

“Because if you love something let it go if it comes back to you it’s yours” Ashton kissed me on the forehead, Tears were still falling down my face “Don’t cry Shannon” he wiped the tears away and let go of my hands walking over to a cabinet with folders in it, he grabbed something out walking back over to me “I didn’t plan to give this to you like it but now’s a good time this was my assessment from ages ago” Ashton handed the paper to me and I saw it was the drawing or painting something you love and he got an A. I flipped the page and saw the drawing of me from when we had sex that night. It was a beautiful picture and made me tear up more, I looked up at Ashton and he said those three words

“I love you Shannon” I couldn’t take it anymore I needed to leave

“I’m sorry” I ran off forgetting I had his assessment in my hand, I didn’t know where to go my heart was broken and it was my fault for not being there for Ashton it’s my fault.

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I was sitting under the tree crying, I just lost the best thing that ever happened to me. I looked at the paper and just put it in my bag not wanting to look at it.

“Shannon”? I looked up seeing Michael standing there with a concern look on his face

“Go away Michael” I told him but knowing Michael he wouldn’t listen, he sat down next me and said

“Does someone need a hug”? I nodded and wrapped my arms around Michael “What happened Shannon”?

“Ashton and I broke up even though he told me he loves me”

“Crap I’m sorry to hear that”

“It’s all my fault Michael, if I spent more time with Ashton then we would still be together and I feel like crap”

“Hey, hey Shannon listen I know you and Ashton and you guys will be together again it may not be now but just give it time because your both meant for each other and I’ve never seen my best friend head over heels before”

“Thanks Michael” we both stood up looking at each other

“Wipe away those tears” he wiped them away and pulled me into another hug “Just remember to keep your head up and keep smiling you’re a strong girl”

“Thank you Michael you’re like a big brother I’ve always wanted”

“I know now let’s take you out for ice cream because that cures a girls broken heart” the rest of the afternoon was me and Michael hanging out having ice cream and it was just something that I needed after losing the best boyfriend I’ve ever had.

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