Truth Or Dare? ✓

6. first day of school

First day of school. Usually I'd always at least feel something, like nervousness or excitement, especially now, because it was my senior year, but today all I could think about was Owen's lips and hands all over my body and how he said that fun was all that it was.

I was wandering through halls, being completely lost and disappointed in myself. In him. I didn't know for sure. But I was hurt. Why the fuck was I hurt? I've never really seen him more than just a friend. How and when did it change? Or has it always been like this?

"Bitch!" I heard Liz yelling from behind. Just about time.

She ran up to me and pushed me against the lockers.

"Good morning to you too, best friend!" I chuckled and we both started our way to the assembly hall.

She was wearing red mini skirt and a pink crop top with a cherry sticker on it. And she had these massive black boots on that I hated.

"Looking like a hoe." I winked at her. We both knew that this is her dressing as if there would be a dress code. This is her being safe with her outfit choices.

"I was looking for you this whole time. Imagine, some juniors even had the guts to ask me if we're no longer friends." she really looked upset about it.

"I was just sorting some things out with Owen."   I shrugged my shoulders as if nothing would've happened.

"You will tell me every little single thing! My parents invited you over for pizza tonight, they'll probably give us money to go to cinema or some shit." Liz's face lit up with excitement.

"Whatever." I whispered but Liz didn't hear me anymore, because people from behind started to push us inside of the hall. I didn't want to have pizza, I actually wanted to cry.

We sat down next to Maddie and a few other girls who were in our class but they didn't really matter to be honest. I immediately spotted Owen sitting with his friends and laughing about something.

"He's just probably laughing about your small titties." Liz said. It actually made me laugh a little. My boobs are small, they're non existent.

I loved Liz's family just as much as how I loved mine. She has two little twin brothers, Teo and Tom, they are 10 and super annoying but we all really enjoy playing video games together.

After school we were driving to the cinema all together because everyone wanted to see the newest robot movie.

"I can't wait any longer, they won't hear anything anyways." Liz said, while swinging back and forth.

Her parents were having a discussion about politics and Teo and Tom were fighting over a comic book.

"Long story short, I wanted him to fuck me. So bad. But believe it or not, he stopped me because we both were just too drunk to understand what's really happening. Also, what's wrong with me? I'm scared of sex, we both know that. I don't want to be fucking anyone. Why do I want to fuck Owen, we hate each other and after all we are best friends, I can't lose being best friends with him." I sighed and turned around to see her reaction.

"Hold on! The same Owen? Your Owen? You almost fucked with Owen?" suddenly her dad from the front seat exclaimed.

See, that's why I love them.

"Well, yes." I started to look at my converse shoes, because all this was getting too embarrassing for me.

"Why are you all not saying anything?" I asked. I just hoped that Tom and Teo wasn't listening.

"You guys pooped in diapers together so give me a little time here to process you guys wanting to kiss. He's not capable of real feelings, so I'm really surprised he didn't just fuck you." Liz's forehead had two little wrinkles from thinking too hard.

"See, that's what I've been wondering as well. Liz he called me beautiful and baby and and I actually thought.."

"You actually thought what?"

"I thought that maybe he likes me?" I was on the urge to start crying.

"He's a fricking dumbass if he doesn't!" her dad said and we all laughed.

"Hey, head up, we're gonna have an amazing senior year, and Owen can go fuck himself!" Liz yelled.

"That's right! But I swear to god, if you all don't shut up, I'm gonna throw all of you out of the car. What's with the language?" her mom yelled as well and I couldn't be more thankful for them.

"Why would he want to fuck himself? Isn't that like so weird?" Tom asked with confusion all over his face.