It's always you ♡ ~ a ashannie story

💿Chapter 6💿

I couldn't believe he actually just said that... he likes me? I mean why..I have so many imperfections. I literally hate myself so much. I'm so ugly. Why would someone as hot as him would like me. I just stare at him.
"You are joking right?" I say laughing.
"Why would I joke about this." He says getting aggravated. He helps me into the car and we drove away back to my house. We don't say a word to each other. I pretty sure I messed everything up between us. Whatever was going on between us was gone and will always be gone. Just because I'm stupid. I finally break the silence a couple minutes before my house.
"Ash..I'm sorry.." I say.
"Just save it Julianna. You obviously think I'm just a joke to you." He says annoyed.
"No never!" I say. But he just ignores me. We pull up to my house and he helps me out even though he is mad at me. What a gentleman but I really need to fix this. We walk to the door and I unlock it. My mom isn't ho obviously and I see Hayley and London dancing to Jojo Siwa in the living room.
"Wow you are finally back! Where have you guys been?" London says.
"Doesn't matter.." Asher says annoyed not even looking at me.
"Come on London! We are leaving." He says. Hayley and London do some type of hand shake and then hug. They go their separate ways and I hop up the stairs.
  I go and take a shower. I haven't had on in awhile. I forgot that I needed to wrap something around my leg so I could take a shower so I put a couple grocery bags and duck taped them to my brace so I would get it wet. It surprisingly worked and I did my night time routine because ya girl needs clear skin. I put on an oversized t short with some shorts and sat on my bed. I asked in a group chat I am in with all my friends if they wanted to do a Group FaceTime. So I called them through my MacBook. We talked about everything that's going on right now.
"Well obviously he doesn't care enough to not listen to you." Lilia says while shaking her head.
"That's true!" I heard Jayden say.
"We don't need a mans in our life!" Kenz screams.
"What kenz said!" Lauren yells.
"Well thanks guys for everything but I think I'm gonna go to bed." I say while yawning.
"Well goodnight cute pie!" Anna says. We all laughed and said goodnight. I shut my computer closed and put it on my nightstand. I finally drifted off to sleep which felt like forever.
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"NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO!" I scream in the hospital room. Tears trickling down my cheeks while loud sobs escape my mouth. It was all my fault. If I didn't go and make him listen to me he wouldn't be here right now. I stand against the wall slowly falling towards the ground, my face in my knees. I couldn't stop crying. There was a moment of silence, the moment that I knew that was gonna happen. The loud beep that slowly faded. His heart stopped. His heart fucking stopped. The tears kept coming and coming. I was in hysterics. Ashers mom and dad came over to me hugging me. I get out of their grip and try to shake Asher to wake up it wasn't working. I kept shaking him and shaking him until I couldn't do it anymore and I fell to the ground. Then I woke up.
"Omg thank god that was just a dream..." I whisper to myself. There's no way I could fall back asleep after that. It felt so real and I even had real tears all over my pillows and my t shirt. I got out of bed hopping over to my crutches to turn the light on and see what I looked like. My eyes were all red and puffy.
"I need to see him." I say to myself and start looking for something descent to wear and not a tear stained shirt. I grab one of Caleb's hoodies and I put on grey joggers. I brush my hair out and put it in a messy bun and go downstairs.
I leave a note for hayley to tell her to check her texts so she knows where I am and put my shoes on and grab my keys. I get into my car and start driving over to Ashers place. It's kinda hard driving with a broken leg but I managed. I checked to see if he was active on any social media account and he was so I texted him to come outside. I was pretty surprised he actually responded because of how and at me he is.
"What do you possibly want?" He says annoyed.
"Look I just wanted to say I'm sorry about what happened. I was just kinda shocked because no one has ever liked me like that and I've never even dated anyone before. I just didn't know how to react and if you don't want to talk to me again that's alright.." I say while tears escape my eyes and I walk back to my car.
"Ann's wait!" He says and he hugs me. I felt safe. I felt like nothing could ever hurt me while in his arms. We pulled away and he has his arms around my waist. I put my hands around his neck. He stared at me for a second until he crashed his lips against mine. I was completely freaking out because he's my very first kiss and I don't even know how to kiss. I just started doing what he was doing and I'm assuming he liked it because every time I would try and move away, he would pull me back. We made out for awhile in his driveway up against my car. It felt so passionate and I never wanted it to end. He finally pulled away.
"Julianna, you make me go crazy." He says smiling.
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*A/N: I thought I should spice it up a little bit. How was it? Is it bad? Also thanks Ashanniestars for the song recommendation! Well until next time - cadi 💿