💿Chapter 12💿

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*so I haven't updated this story in a couple days because I've been kinda busy so here's chapter 12 oh wait!I kinda recommend listening to the song while you read..*

*annies pov*
What did I get myself into? Why does this have to happen to me. Jack drops me off me off and I went straight to my room. I didn't even say hi to Hayley. I couldn't. I can't bare to see anyone's face. I don't feel like even changing. I remember about the windows and I make sure they are locked. I hurry up and grab my stapler from my desk, and staple the curtains to the wall and together. I really don't want people to see what I'm doing. It's no ones business. I began to think about if there are any other ways they can see me and I remember from a couple movies that there might be hidden cameras so I check everywhere around the room and I find about 6 cameras. Then I stand on my bed and see if their is a microphone in my light. I didn't know you could learn so much from a movie but there was one. I throw them all away and just fall onto my bed and stare at the ceiling. Why. Just why. That's all I have to say to this. I began to ponder what I should do.
I roll off of my bed and put sweat pants on and one of Ashers shirts he forgot here. It still smells like him. I start to tear up thinking about everything again and how Asher hates me. I begin to sob.Hayley barges in and asks what's wrong but I just shove her away and lock my door.
⚠️I  sit down on my desk chair and start to write a letter to whoever finds me. I'm about to do something I've been wanting to do for the longest time. I go into my bathroom and grab 2 bottles of pain killers that I use for periods. I open them quick and fill a cup of water to wash them down. I take all of the pills in the two bottles. I don't want to do this anymore. I take the last handful and go over to my bed and get everything ready.
I put a Polaroid picture of me and Asher next to the note that's on my nightstand and sit on my bed. I start to sweat a lot. I could feel my body shaking and I'm coughing up like white foam. I start to panic and sit on my floor grasping onto a stuffed animal Asher won me at a fair.
I think Hayley can hear me or someone because someone is trying to open the door or something. I don't know. My eyes are gone to blur and I can't stop shaking and coughing up this gross foam. I feel really dizzy and my eyes finally shut. ⚠️
*ashers pov*
I jolt up from a nightmare about Annie trying to kill herself. I know I'm mad at her but I need to see if she's alright and if I don't, I'll be thinking about it all night. I hurry up and get my shoes on and run out of the cabin to my car. I drive as fast as I can to her house.
I finally make it there after going 20 miles per hour more than I should've but I know something bad is happening. I can feel it. I knock on the door really fast and loud. Hayley opens it and I just run real fast up the stairs. I run over to Annie's door and turn the door knob but it's just locked. Great. I yell for Hayley to hurry up and get up here because I know there's something wrong I could just feel it. I can here someone coughing a lot and then it goes silent. Out of pure anger and love, I knocked the door down to see annie shaking on the floor with white stuff coming out of her mouth. She has the stuffed animal I won her at the fair a couple weeks ago. Tears swell up into my eyes. I can hear hayley crying. I go over to Annie and sit om the ground next to annie and tell Hayley to call 911. I can't do this right now. The love of my life is about to die and I can't do anything about it. Plus she's with Jack now.
I set her in my lap while she is shaking like crazy and holding onto her. I look over to her nightstand and see a note and a picture while she is laying in my lap.
I grab the two things without trying to move her and look at it. It's a picture of me and her. I start to cry even harder. I can't do this without her. I need her. I put the picture in my pocket and look at the note. It says,
"Dear whoever will find this,
I had to do this. I didn't have a choice. It was either suffer or die. I've been planning on doing this ever since Caleb passed but I just couldn't do that to Hayley. My friends could manage without me. They have each other. Hayley doesn't have anyone. Until she found London. London is all she ever talks about. She is her best friend. London if you ever read this, I want you to take good care of Hayley for me. Okay?
I didn't have anyone anymore. Hayley was with London. My mom was with alcohol. My dad was with his new family. Caleb was in heaven. My friends were with their other friends. I didn't feel whole. Until I met Asher Dov Angel.
He's the love of my life. I can't go a day without seeing him. These last few days have been horrible. I'm not going into much detail, but I've been blackmailed to the point where I have to do a bunch of stupid things or something will get out. I didn't want it to because it would ruin me. So I chose to do what they said and it got to the point where I was fed up and this is all I could do to try and escape.
Asher, I know you are reading this. I don't like Jack. I've never liked him. I had to go out with him or something bad was going to happen. I love you infinity. I wake up everyday and you are the first thing I think about. I'm sorry I am causing you pain right now. I just couldn't handle it anymore. If I don't make it, I hope I don't, kick my father and his family out of the funeral. Kenz and Lauren know what has happened and have everything I received from my black mailer. I will always love you.
- Julianna Grace LeBlanc"
When I read the last sentence, I finally heard the sirens about a block away. I folded the paper and put it in my pocket and carried her downstairs. They're taking too long. I can't wait for them. Hayley is a mess. Mrs.LeBlanc is at some bar and won't pick her phone up. It's not like she is even gonna go to the hospital. I can't stand her. I hope she rots in hell.
The ambulance pulls up when I walk out of the door with annie. I kiss her on the forehead and hand her over to the people in the ambulance.Hayley and I go to my house quick to drop her off so she doesn't have to stay in the hospital all night and so she can stay with London. I text London to wait outside for us and when we get there, Hayley runs out of the car and hugs her. I put the window down and say "take good care of her" and quickly pull out of the driveway and drive to the hospital.
When I get there, I have to sit in the waiting room. I end up making a group chat with Kenzie, Lauren, Anna, Lilia, and Jayden telling them what happened. I only made it so I can save some time. They said they will be here soon and now I just have to wait.
I can't stop crying. The tears just keep running down my face. People are looking at me but I don't care. I didn't even cry this much when my grandma passed. I love her and the fact that someone made her do this is really pissing me off. I need to find out who did this.
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Hey uh..can you bring what Annie's black mailer sent her by any chance..? - Ash🔥

Wait..how did you know?!?! Also I guess. - Kenz😝

I'll tell you when you get here. Also did you leave yet? - Ash🔥

I'm about to leave now. - Kenz😝
*seen*
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I just go through my camera roll and see tons of pictures of Annie. I've calmed down a little bit but these pictures are making it worse. I decide to set one of the pictures as my lock screen.
This is the picture ⬇️

We made friendship bracelets, got facials, ate popsicles, watched movies all night and attempted an all nighter

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We made friendship bracelets, got facials, ate popsicles, watched movies all night and attempted an all nighter. We obviously failed because we needed our beauty sleep. I took this 2 weeks ago. Everything has changed since then. We were always together and then she started ignoring me and hanging with Jack. At least I know why now. I hear the sliding doors open and I look up to see Jack. What is he doing here.....
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*A\N: that's it for chapter 12. A lot of stuff happened. Again sorry for not posting I've been busy and I took a quick break and now I'm in the middle of writing chapter 13 so yeah..what do you think is gonna happen next? Find out in chapter 13! Bye - cadi💛

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