It's always you ♡ ~ a ashannie story

💿Chapter 15💿

Doctors hover all around me. Trying to see what is wrong. I'm having a panic attack. That's what one nurse said. I can barely hear them. Everything sounds all muffled. My eyes flutter shut and I began to picture Asher in a field of flowers. He is in a dress shirt and jeans. He is smiling at me. I start running towards him. He is so close yet so far away from me. I'm running and running for what seems like miles. I finally get to him and touch his cheek. Dimples pop out and his green eyes shine so glisten  in the sun. He grabs my hand and walks me to a swing hanging from a tree branch. He sits on it. I just watch him swing. I lean against the tree and take in everything that is going on. This doesn't seem real yet I could feel his touch. I'm so confused. I finally have the courage to say something.
"Asher?" I say quietly.
"Yes Ann's?" he says looking over to me and smiling.
"W-where a-ar-are w-we?" I say stuttering.
"A magical place. Where the grass grows a little bit greener, the sun shines brighter, the flowers grow taller. You can't stay here that much longer though. You are gonna have to go. For Hayley. She is a mess and needs you. Yes she has London but she needs her sister." He says getting off the swing and holding both of my hands. A tear rolls down my eyes.
"Why did you give me your heart?" I ask tears going down my face.
"It was for the best. As much as you wanted to go, you need to stay down there a little bit longer. Everyone needs you. Hayley, your friends, even your mom. They are devastated. You will always have a piece of me with you. I love you. I will always love you and watch over you." He says getting a box out of his pocket. "When you get home, look for this box in your room under your pillow." He says smiling. I can't help but cry. He hugs me tight. This feels so real. I don't know if I'm dreaming this or not.
"Ann's turn around." He says pointing behind me. I couldn't believe my eyes. The curly brown haired boy comes over to me and hugs me. I couldn't move. I was shocked. Caleb was hugging me.
"C-c-Caleb" I say crying.
"Yes Annie?" He says smiling.
"Y-y-you a-are act-actually here?" I stutter out.
"Yes Annie." He says with his most memorable laugh. I listen to a video I have of him laughing everyday. I began to cry again and both of them hug me. My best friend and the love of my life are with me. Right now. They let go and start walking away and waving.
"Wait!" I yell. But they don't hear me. "Caleb! Ashe! Wait!" I scream. But they don't hear me. I fall to the ground crying.
Next thing I know I am back in the hospital room. No one is in here. I feel so lonely. I want to go back with Caleb and Asher. I touch my heart and I can feel electricity run through my fingers. Hayley comes running into my room. I look up and see that her eyes are all red and puffy. She hugs me. I'm too weak right now to hug back. She doesn't let go.
"Okay. Okay. Hayley you can let go now." I say laughing.
"I thought I lost you." She says tears running down her face.
"Well you didn't." I say but I get interrupted by someone coming in the door. It was Coco, Jody, and my mom. I wonder what Asher meant by my mom needs me. They all hug me except my mom.
"Can you leave?" I say looking over to my mom. She is crying. I was shocked.
"Annie" she says but I interrupt her.
"It's Julianna to you." I say while rolling my eyes.
"Come on Annie let her explain." Hayley says putting her hands on her hips.
"Why should I? She's been ruining life ever since dad left. She slaps, punches, kicks, screams at me, and calls me names. Why should I even talk to her. She has ruined my self esteem, my confidence, my love for her. I have trust issues because of you. You made my life miserable. All you ever do is drink. Can't you realize what you are doing?!?! You are an abusive mother. No. I shouldn't even call you a mother because you aren't even a good one. You don't deserve to have two kids. If you can't take care of them. Leave. I'll find a job and pay for an apartment for me and hayley." I yell to her.
"Julianna Grace LeBlanc! Do you not speak to your mother like that!" She says getting closer to my bed.
"You really think you are a mother? Mothers are supposed to care and take care of their children. Not push them away and abuse them. Now if you will kindly get the fuck out of my room, that would be the best think you have ever done!" I say still screaming.
"Julianna, I have a drinking problem and I'm going to rehab." She says calmly.
"Yeah and when you come back, you will start drinking again." I say rolling my eyes.
"Okay you two need to calm down. Katie, go wait in the waiting room so you don't get Annies blood pressure higher." Coco says shoving my mom out the door.
"Are you alright?" Jody says getting closer to me.
"Y-Yeah." I say getting nervous.
"Hunny it's okay. She's gone now." Coco says pulling me into a hug. I hug back. I felt safe in her arms. It's like she was my mother all along and not my real mom.
"Coco? Jody? Hayley?" I say getting nervous.
"Yes?" They all say in sync.
"I saw something when I was having the panic attack." I said playing with my fingers.
"What did you see?" Jody asks pulling a chair closer to my bed. Coco and Hayley do the same.
"Well...I....uh....opened my eyes and saw a field of flowers." I say looking around the room getting nervous.
"What do you mean a field of flowers? Was it a dream?" Hayley asked.
"N-no it wasn't. It felt real. It has to be real..I saw..." I attempt to say but I start to cry. "I saw someone." I say while crying harder. The three hugged me tight while I cried in their arms.
"I-I saw Asher and Caleb." I began to say pulling away from them and sitting up straight. "When my eyes shut, I saw the field of flowers and looked around and saw Asher.I ran and ran towards him. It felt like forever. I finally got to him and out my hand up to his cheek to see if it was real. It was soft and warm. He smiled at me, took my hand, and took me over to a tree with a swing on it. I leaned against the tree while he swung. He didn't say a word until I finally spoke up. I asked him where we were. It felt so real. It had to be real. He said we were in a magical place and that I can't stay much longer. I asked why and he said I needed to stay here for now for Hayley." I say looking at her crying. They are all crying and just looking at me. I wipe my eyes and began to speak again. "I asked why he gave me his heart and he told me everything. Everything he ever wanted to say came out. I love him. I will always love him. He said that I can never forget him now since I have a part of him with me a all times. He pulled something out fo his pocket and it was a box and he told me to look in my room for it when I Why back." I say crying. "H-he-he told me t-to t-turn around and I saw Caleb." I start to sob. They are hugging me tight while I sob in their shirts. "I asked him if he was really there and he said he's with my favorite laugh. I was crying. They both hugged me and started walking away. They disappeared and I woke up in the hospital room." I say still sobbing. The room was silent. Well other than my sobs, it was silent. We hugged for at least a good 10 minutes. I'm afraid I'll lose anyone and everyone I will ever love. They are all gonna leave me at some point and I'm not ready.
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*A/n: sorry for not being so active! I've been reading something for school...well this was a filler chapter and should I discontinue this story?